'THE ATOM SMASHER' that will be for tomorrow

i'm giong to bed good night from here

I saw a clip of Curb Your Enthusiasm on youtube and I think maybe I'll have to check it out sometime.

studies say 40% more chance on sertain brain cancer if you use mobile phone a lot (more then 30minutes a day)

conclusion> *.......................................

*you have to make the conclusion in your own head

Good thing I don't have a cell phone anymore....HAR|~!

Speaking of which.....it sucks! kind of. I went to 3 different dealers houses last night ACROSS THE CITY! IN THE RAIN! Fuck that sucked...

been looking for other work and house/appartment
nothing found
bored of everthing
need to move some things in life
something else something different

i'm living here 8 years now
long enough if you ask me

good morning future world
how is my future empire doing?

i'm diong ok

Good morning!

It's snowing here...

snow in the brits
colds here in my home
choclats for nefeli
meth for halfcake

and hopefully no christmas song on the radio at work

Just reailized I haven't ate anything today, not even breakfast.
It's 18:51.

So I guess I'll go to the kitchen..think I'm dying of hunger. :p

gonna chil one more hour and then to sleep
have to wake up early

the day is done

so i started work at ten and now it's ten in the night
someone was sick, they couldn't find anyone else so i had to do that shift too

anyway it's over
time for a spliff and weekend

pff had a wierd turbulent dream
takes an half hour or hour to shake that out

the world of psycho analyse is seperated from the modern day
in my head it is

after studien many years all the modern information that came out
during the day in the modern world
my eyes that recieve alot of information or call it with another word "influence of nature" is kept out

my eyes also see that i'm in the universe
thanks to hubble and other modern technology that bring the eye further 'in development of understanding' ( just to sort of say it with words )

the universe is infinti there is nothing
the past of humans is full of fiction, stories, movies ect
to kill the boredom of animal life on earth

the reason for this seems like homo sapians don't like nature
why?
the homo sapian has no power over death , no power over nature, no power over the universe

and so it look down on it's animal roots and start to fiction it way out of homo sapian life
to have a fiction to hold on to
something to believe in

the believe that it's not just an animal that eats food drinks water and go to sleep like all other animals

an animal that wants to blind itself for the reason it's an animal just like all other animals on earth

and so it fictioned that it had 'powers over nature' and so sunk deep down into fiction and luxury that the homo sapian has destroyed it's own life support, it's habitat

air pollution, water pollution
destruction for the next generations of homo sapians that gonna walk around on earth and have to live from what the habitat delivers

so all this sapian fiction brought alot of destruction > future problems

what is no fiction is your animal heartbeat
you can feel it till you can't feel a heart beat
what is going on in your head during the day is compleetly biological

the same as animal brains who also have a heartbeat till they can't find food or till they die of age

nothing more happens in the universe
the homo sapian fictioned soo much that it can be called the homo fictionus

what are you?
a. homo sapian
b. homo fictionus

answer a = modern human

answer b = the past

it really doesn't matter what your eyes see in the life time of a homo sapian
it will always see the infinite universe that is longer and bigger in time
12-20 billion years of universe <> to a homo sapian life of 80 years

( year is just cyclye winter-summer , more sun engery- less sun enegry, so do know that the word 'time' is not cyclus of sun energy in the coldylock zone where bacterias on planet earth develloped to all kinds of evolution sysytems like birds fish, treeclimer , land walkers , depending on what food the evolution lives of, time is a tool that is made by sapians first for agricultures to grow food, then used by the science for calculating things, like atomclocks for very precise calculations of frequencies in understanding the universe )

so the modernhuman will always refind itself in the infinite universe where there is nothing then frequencies and enegry and individual biological activities behind the eyes

where the sapian brain awakes in the photonic activity of the sun energy
and keeps on walking
not walking into the future
just walking in the infinite universe and when the photonic day ends and night comes it's brought back to sleep with a calm heart beat a biological systems of dreams stream the brain
to be able to continue to walk in the infinite universe where the next photonic day is radiating the future

12 billion years <> homo sapian 80 years

^^ don't think you are an immortal god or leader of people, the next hip 'thing' in the sapian world
every homo sapian is an ex-treeclimer
in front of a mirror or in front of a camera

let time pas fast
that's how i like time to past
faster and faster and faster

for me an indication that i have fun

i'm full of fries and burgers time for a walk into the infinite space

Last night sucked.

what happend pelle? do you feel better?

Lol nah, you know..when you're havin a chill evening with the lads and everyone splits up and you're ending up alone and drunk and walk home and lsitens to music until you fall asleep.