just wake up didn't had a comfortable dream
had dreamd i was back in my old town where i was born
and i felt wierd in the way of peoples groups

i never felt belonging to some kind of group
and i surely not going to worry about if i stay alone my hole life
without friends or girlfriend
human apes, sickest specie my animal eyes have seen on planet earth

you better calm down you fucking ape specie
you are not the only animal living on earth

i'm a modern thinker
in evolution explaind

if you have a creature that can live in water and on land
than i can live on land and in space

1. we are lived in water
2. became land animals
3. the land animal has OPTION TO ALSO LIVE IN SPACE

not a new animal
but a extended landanimal

that is how i see it
water animal > land animal > space animal

it's not difficult, you are already a landanimal from birth
there is a option to become astronaut other planet traveller/ explorer

politicians and leaders are full of shit
the population is full of shit between the ears

don't know where the world is going to
what i can tell to day is that 5 billion land animals
don't believe that they are animals
they believe that they are connected to some kind of higher power that they name god

5 billion that are a problem to the modern world
because they don't accept modern information and so will be staying living in the past
and widening the group that is modern and understand that they are animals

uuhhh there i said it again

modern humans are land animals who can best relativate the unbelieve of it's own specie that it's an animal
not relativate nature on earth and how nature flows and works

if you don't know you are an animal then you are not in TIME with the modern world

so a religious landanimal that uses a computer and wants to participate on worldwide internet can't or is not willingly to accept information coming from DNA analyse
if the modern information sez YOU ARE 98% chimpansee simulair

that means if i live in a country where there are 100 people living in
if only 5 people accept modern information and 95 don't accept modern

then it is up to the 5 people to keep the modern world going

that is the reality i believe in and have seen around
only 5 % of the population keep the modern world going

defenitivly not easy living with 95% of other time (thinking) population

be brave tell the childeren they are landanimals 98% chimpansee simulair in DNA

tell all the childeren in the world

world wide education
here you got it

Oh good god not again, that's my summary of this morning.

I just told my daughter and son. They're coming with a court order to commit me. Thanks a lot.

Chill at home. I'll chill today and drink a beer and we can chill together online.

going to work tonight and the next day i'll be working in the morning and in the night
so alot of work this weekend

i just had a mail from a beautifull hot rock chik
she gave me her email adress

just send her a mail
who knows what for adventures i'll have with this girl

anyway last 2 girls that i maild with send 2 mails and then i didn't hear nothing from them
so i really don't know how this is going to go

gonna relax some more and then off to work

Just don't scare them off with your ideas about making them into spaceanimals.

there is no reason to be scared when you are flying under my wings
i'm going all the way with this space animal
you know what they say about vincent van gogh
he has given everthing for the arts
and so is the space animal thing
if you don't give everthing
you will be fossilized with the light of the sun

you know, it's scarier not to turn into a space animal
you are already an animal from birth and if you can turn yourself modern in the head
wel that is a very pleasant human if you ask me

she write me an i email her back
i guess i'll see her next week ) yay

have to be up early
so...

hmm didn't hear nothing back
don't know about this chik
if i have not heard from her tomorrow
then it's going to be nothing

Do you get out much?

"out" is more deranged. I'm sure it makes a modicum of difference though. If it's marked then evidently there's still a level of instability. You're all insane. I must orient myself but I'm kind of stuck with illusory vision. My eyes have no pupils.

The kids are all insane.

no not in the last 10 years

i have no money
and since juppy's have taken over the alternative seen
i get the shit from the alternative seen

only rich/midclass people talking about:
- how much money they have
- how much drugs they have taken
- how much girls or sex they had

yeah it sad
i'm only talking about the place where i live
i know woodstock is not like that or the message of expanding your mind

so then i decided to live alone
and progess with modernism and futurism

and that is it

it was a very good thing of me to stay alone and work hard those 10 years
i'm glad with the energy and time i invested in myself

hmm, no mail from that girl
guess she is not interested anymore or has found someone else

you are all insaine = the easy victory of your thinking
to place yourself high or on an island 'the island of people who are saine'
that is also a sort of tunnelvision
but to where are you going?
if you can realize you are in the universum till end of days
like everthing that lives on earth
all biologic activities made possible by only 1 energy the sun
creating the right temprature for bacteria to start course

and here we ( we = all that came from bacteria background ) are
then the pre-earth
and then the other earthlike planets and who knows what is more 'out' there

i'm out there
but i don't go out :cool: