It went well. I'm drifting in and out of sleep, listening to the first Neu album.
I'm in a fuck ton of pain.

I'm so happy for you, yay!

In similar news: shaved most of my body, took a bath and took some nudes, and feeling fairly good about myself. Last day of high school tomorrow, so I'll wear a skirt so I can say I at least had the experience.

Good going. Took some balls to do what you've done (ooh matron!). Here's to a decent recovery.

Perfect album choice too.

Congrats for going through with it. That's some wholesome news in pretty rough times. Wish you all the best :)

I'm doing great!
Can be home in Slovakia again for indefinite time and work remotely.



And another thing - almost our whole country has been tested last weekend. 3,8 mil of out 5 mil people got flat out tested during 2 days. Around 1% sickness rate has been revealed.
I'm kind of proud of my people that they came and got tested.

so, can I be intrusive and ask what specifically they did to you? this was a surgical gender transition?

They turned my outie to an innie. :D

Last day of high school today, so I had plenty of fun getting signatures on my shirt, taking it all in, enjoying being with friends for the last time. And wearing a skirt!

And then came home to my new LP of A Thousand Leaves, signed by the big T. :)

hah! congrats on aligning body and mind. feels good eh?

Really painful right now! It's a years long journey of hormone therapy, name change, and other steps to help with the dysphoria. This is just another aspect. Body wise I am much happier. I still have a lot of dysphoria about my voice but I'm practicing.
I'm not going to be able to walk for a while and it's going to be 12 weeks before I can have sex!

Congrats on graduation claire!

Getting really close to finishing the writing process of that mini-novel I started back in September. I almost can't believe it.

- Homeoffice
- Staying in Slovakia but receiving Swiss money
- Being close to my wife and kid
- And, weirdly enough ... I like this 'new normal' (social distancing, face masks, much quieter streets)

The warmth of my my pets as we lay in bed.

Watching them sleep peacefully fills me with peace.

Spent over a thousand dollars today, mostly on a new phone but also on a bunch of fem outfits.

For what it's worth, I just spent the whole night editing a pre-recorded video I'll be streaming today and got to spin a tight set. There were moments when this felt like back when I was spinning for a physical audience. It was my first glimpse of normalcy in a while. If anything, I proved to myself that hidden somewhere deep below layers of anger, sadness and utter resignation towards the creativity-killing bottomless pit that is this year, I still have a bit of lust for that sort of life. There may not have been an audience present, but I knew this will go out for people to see and that invigorated me.

Live streaming is more fun than pre recorded.

Agreed. But I'm not equipped to livestream. I could livestream from my tablet, but my tablet isn't compatible with the DJ software I'm using. I'd need to get a new webcam. And getting a hold of those has been a bit of a hassle this year - everyone and their grandparents were looking for them. Right now, the cheaper options are always out of stock quickly. Plus, it was a very spontaneous decision to do this stream. It was easier to just pre-record it. Plus: I got to have dynamic cinematography now with the three cameras I used (DSLR, phone and tablet) from different angles and proximities. :D

Love the poster!

Bum fights.

so tell the list who messaged you privately about this.