[doing that]sounds much better from how it looks where i put IT!!!!!

the desk.



damn....
i m this close to give up and go to bed and watch angel.

LOLOLOLOLOL DISASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!


hahaha


i decided to move away and put what was there before, the desk i m telling you and it broke its leg (TERMITES? HAVE NO IDEA) and it fell down, the desk and everything that was on it fell and most of stuff that were meant to beak, BROKE!
i\hilarious!

the birddance have must loosen some things up inside
feel better
leave the other options open could be from ...

post your thoughts

At least you're not in a dead end any more.

Although you now appear to be living in a Carry On film.

in the meanwhile making progress in my dreams
it worked
did sleep good
had no people in my dreams

had enough of these dream abuse things
don't know where it came from
sure was time to end it

7 billion dreamanalyses
and a universe that goes the same

the humans have their part in solving their problems

i think it's best that way
can't connect in someone's own reality
you will make many mistake

as everyone want to live their own life
is the center where i leave from

it's time for a new atomclock time reality in 4D

isn't that fun
time that is expressed in different visuals

don't know what they have in the international space center
good idea to create timelines that are more fun

crazy idea's
now i think where that golden disck is they send into space

bring back that spirit a bit up
from scientific magazines
with childeren in spacesuits
protecting themself from sun and polluted air
future senario's
from long ago
you see it's not all needed
much of pollution is reduced
and it can be stopped even more
better technologies are out there

is that golden disck multiversing?

no

great chillout music 3 hours

http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=...ture=endscreen

Gail is one fucked in the head bitch! You can call it rationalsation if you will, but I got a serious need for pain killers. Through sobriety and alcohalism I see the best in me as a pillbilly. I am a better parent, a more efficient worker & a wife who can handle anything when undress the sweet trance of opiates. I know this is not how it should be, but it is what it is.

how can you paste better parents without long term thinking
i think your problem is the long term thinking

sober is fun
on the other hand don't believe interfearing in your life is good
you need to get your things done

learned myself to stop the critic i get in my head from people with childeren

have other idea's and keep them for myself
it's too difficult to understand
and i worked hard to understand it for myself

I have learned that sober is indeed fun. Problem is my definition of sober is much different than that of others. I am definitely fucked up when I drink, but opiates are different it is like mother's little helper.

you say you take medication or opiates?

have bad experiences with people with mediaction
works contra my nature of living non-medicational