I never want to go to bed.

christmas shopping: done!
now the only thing left on my list is making mixtapes for my dearest tumblr friends
christmas 2013 is my bitch

me too. they sell 50lb bags of coal by the side of the road here where i live. one bag serves all!

If that was playing on my radio in the morning I would throw the radio out the window (without opening it because I'm not awake yet), call in sick and crawl back in bed
This is my wake up song of this week: Scott Matthew "Smile"
(a song written by charlie chaplin)

^damn... a bit of a downer ehh?




anyways. y'all motherfuckers ready for new cibo matto??

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_3zX_AT0Xco

wind chill yesterday was -15F
I had to work from my car all evening too -_-

wearing lipsticks in the first time in what feels like 9237483 years feels amazing

I see you just saw the Midnight Meat Train. Not only was it a fucking great flick, but originally a fantastic Clive Barker short story..

Video game music makes for good alarm clock ring tones
I have this:
http://www.youtube.com/results?searc...of+storms&sm=3

and my gf has this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_ZlV...FD69EAB07C9C7A

ok i accept i will be with this recurring (?) dream/nightmare.
the positive aspect is that i wake up and it isnt true anymore :)

What is it?

smth like real life imprisonment thing.
i emailed the sucker to ya.
xxx

Nice tunes. Never listened to the sim city one before...it really does sound like the start to a new day.


My alarm is actually merzbow's 1930. Then streets of rage to get 'pumped' for the day.

My "sexuality" has come into question from events earlier in the evening.

Its a very confusing time. Trying to define your self even when you know its not really needed, but for some reason you want to be able to understand your self in a few words.

tell 'em, "I fuck what I wanna fuck. what's it to you?"

I dont really want to fuck anything at the moment, which makes things all the more confusing.

I was about to board the train home today after work when I was stopped buy this older gentleman that complimented me on my hair and asked for some directions, which then turned into number trading and going for a coffee where we sat and discussed family, philosophy and sex. It was a very surreal moment. I dont know why i decided to not board the train and just go off with a stranger for a drink. I am pretty certain he is gay/bi and was "flirting" with me. He has emailed me since and has only nice things to say.

im numb and i m taking it out here. sorry.