brushed my thoot
and was dancing
can you do that? huh huh

got to do the dishes now
and clean up some

i wanted to go to new york
a few years ago
i was unsecure and afraid
and didn't go

now i'm still here
the summer is almost over

nothing is changing
really bored of this place feels like an open prison
no fun

i get out of bed without a teenage roit
that's positive

i have the new thorston trees outside of the academy since yesterday

)
ok i said enough

Meatloaf, smeatloaf, double beatloaf, I hate meatloaf.

WHAT YOU WANT ME TO MAKE FROM THAT

puzzler dutiful compound tubular worse yet zap

yes we were always living in that world
remeber the first aboriginal rainbowsnake draws on mountainwalls
first dream analytic talk
explaining things in the simple way

remember for ages of looking at the stars
there is something missing
you what that is?

there is something missing
you know what that is?

if you dont then it's for later
if you do
then your there

am i speaking to myself
am i there

i must be somewhere
where time and space
have no influence

stare in quiet support
there must be someone understanding me

mersbow wolves eyez

is it your dream talk?

i had this once
this summer i was drawing outside
and then i came home
had a short sleep and then i heard
sounds good sounds comming from within me
and then it was gone

i had this thing afterwards
that i was looking for that sound during the day of what i had to do
ok i feel confident when i want to draw something
i can get it done

i think i said something about
what i love to do
the sadest thing is that no one joined me this summer

so i had to do everthing alone

they all think it's some kind of vincet van gogh storie
i'm not walking around for that
and i'm not living in that time
lol

Today freedom isn't very free

yeah
want to go on an adventure

going to wach some comics
come back later in the night

good morning
seem like not many people are going to comunicate
good luck then with your inner communication