yeah you're probably right. i'll see how i feel when i move up there. maybe i'm not over her because i'm stuck here and the boredom of being here just makes me think of her all the time. also, i can't even think about being with someone else until i move.

i did like her like i liked no one else though. i just feel like i made a mistake.

hes not the only/first person ive ever been with i just dont consider any of the other ones boyfriends cuz i was like a baby prostitute in my heyday

hahaha

you fucking brooke shields

i dig.

you give your heart to your #1 man & that is it but if he ever pimps you we'll gut him alive-- though he'd be the first to do it cos he's got noble morals.

oh yeah don't get all cynical on me. he's numero uno confess period.

no, he is numero uno. i practically hate everyone else.

no i'm kidding. but he is. he's my soul sista.

when you get to brookleen there are going to be 1,000,000,000 girls

do not give this girl any delusions until you have tasted the waters

i am still working out a bad call i made circa 1994. she didn't invite me to her road trip and i didn't ask.

i am still obsessed.

missed opportunities are awesome. they grow your soul like a motherfucking fertilizer.

YES it does happen
all the time
now hre is the perfect break up song by D Berman

" No I don't really want to die
I only want to die in your eyes
I'm still here below the chandelier
where they always used to read us our rights

I want to wander through the night
as a figure in the distance even to my own eye
Have you ever rented a room
have you ever even rented a room?

An anchor lets you see the river move
but now that your evil dreams came true
there on your face
a row of teeth he'll come to replace

I know you laughed when I left
but you really only hurt yourself
When you see your curtains move in the wind
you can bet I'm betting against you again

Cause I'm a man who has a wife who has a mother
who married one but she loved another
You're a tower without the bells
you're a negative wishing well

I should have checked the stable door
for the name of the sire and dam
you were always at the dogtrack
with your brother and all his friends

Chalk lines around my body
like the shoarline of a lake
You're laughter made me nervous
it made your body shake to hard

Now there's a lot of things that I'm gonna miss
like thunder down country and the way water drips
when you're running for the door in the rain
read the metro section...see my name

No I didn't really want to die
I only wanted to die in your eyes
Grant me one last wish
Life should mean a lot less than this"

i highltghted the witty parts that i always sing along

resentful mtoher fucker. kick him int he teeth

gorw your sould but not that way.



that's like a whole transgenerational familiy history in 4 lines. possibly a world record!

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what that song is?

"How to rent a room"
by
the SILVER JEWS

oh i like the jews.

i just have an issue w/ sound recall-- american accents elude me.









maybe if i understand completely i'll hate them. ignorance is bliss.

Well, getting serious again - I'm not sure you can ever really get back to together and it work out properly, having all the shit that made you break up in the first place still hanging over you. Theres rarely water under the bridge with relationships, sooner or later someone will dig it up again.

So then theres freinds with privelidges, which can work, but rarely for the long term. I had a freinds with priviledges relationship with my last girlfreind, but sex without the relationship is wierd, and it feels pretty empty after a while- with less of the love and passion you had before. So yeah, not meaning to be negative here, but both things are very difficult to work.

Yes.
I broke twice with my current girlfriend, 1st during a week, and 2nd during 2 months. And we are together since 7 years... it's pretty much the same as it was at the beginning.
It's possible. But it really depends on the relationship you have with the person.

so it's the season? it's in the air? it's not just me?

i was getting worried.

this is what boredom in the summertime does to people.

i could be bored out of my ass and still wouldn't thought about what happened yesterday.

One time when I was 15 I dated a girl who was a "virgin" and weighed about 110lbs and you could easily fit a fist inside her vagina.

Several months later she confirmed she'd fucked... a FEW guys.

my wife and i do this all the time. break up, quit talking, and make up several months later.

it does

schizo

she's already in a relationship. i haven't felt this awful in a long time.