Good days for a long time now...10, 10, 10

I've got shit in my life and I've got happiness in my life, but generally I think the good outweighs the bad. I'm not going to rate my overall happiness on a scale of 1 to 10 because that just doesn't make sense to me.

8.5. The only thing lacking is a solid woman to enjoy things with. Not a wife I enjoy being single to much but it would be nice to have someone to talk to, to hang out with, and of course to occasionally have sex with.

6/10

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never been happy, never will be happy. I'll never feel any different. I hate living. I have finished my best music and movie work lately and I have a great girlfriend, money in the bank, etc... I really probably have anything a regular person would want.. but for whatever reason I find it nearly impossible to enjoy anything very much at all. And I hate myself more for being that way.

Sorry adam, but this reply is invalid. The thread specifies the scale goes from 1 to 10.

You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to SONIC GAIL again.

I subtracted the 1 from the 10.

Well, I subtracted the 10 from the 10 but you get my drift.

Wow. Now that's deep arithmetics :eek:

happiness is a momentary delusional state, like depression.

I prefer to aim for CONTENTMENT

although, currently, my contentment meter is at about a 4/10

"on a scale of 'I wish I was dead every second of every day' to 'I wish someone would kill me before I kill myself first'", how happy am I?

I understand how you feel especially hating myself for being that way. At least we are honest with ourselves though.

2..

i have moments of happiness every day...but also of sadness and i like to be in that way so 5/10.

The only thing worse than being talked about, is not being talked about.

maybe you need to give it all up for a year or so go live on the streets with no job no money no girl. Actually you just need to realize that you're not a regular person and figure out what you really want and go get it. Lord knows from your posts you're intelligent and have talent in a lot of areas. What the fuck is missing????

About 4. Too much uncertainty, stress and lazyness in my life right now.

hahahah tell me about it....I'm at that same pooint

atm 6, used to be much lower though