:mad: My god if you make me say something nice, I'm going to be terribly angry with you... :mad:

Here Hayden, this is for you:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XscKH7dBg4

I know you like hip-hop. So I hope this helps cheer you up if you get a chance to listen.

Hayden...if it makes you feel any better, I can let you kill me...

Yes me too

The thought comes to mind for me often. I just have to keep goon. I'm really too fucking stubborn to give up.

ah. white people problems! poor baby. yes, nihilism is hell.

maybe if you try helping a (real) rape victim (in a shelter or something, i don't know), your life won't suck so horribly? get off the internet, etc?

Cum is a hassle.
A million little potential lives
soaked up in a sock.
I just want to go to bed.
I don’t want to clean up.

Only Huckleberry Finn got to see his own funeral.

This gentleman did too

And him too.
(one of the best CM sketches btw)

so did hayden off himself or is he just tired of his ego? because i can see how.

You're the most bitterly boring netizen I've ever encountered.

So.edgy!!!______

Fuck you

hahaha

This is how flock mentality expresses itself. Way to stand up to bullshit, sheep.

I'm going to miss you.

Yes. Who else? hayden's not going anywhere and I'll completely forget *4$$%$ within hours.

lol that's not what i meant but that's what happens when i post while intoxicated

i meant that suicide is an ego trip, and the ego is a heavy load to carry.

too jungian?

i don't have any ego i am a parasite, a lazy hydra

not ego in the popular sense, but the idea that you have of what you are, is the ego. it's a mental construct that gets on the way of direct experience of some things (e.g. "i am a lazy hydra"). when it works well it's a handy tool but when it doesn't work it causes pain. people usually get fucked up to get rid of it, but it never leaves completely and then always comes back with the hangover/ comedown-- the coke trip is actually an ego trip vs. psychedelics that blur it. the jesus trip sort of lifts the burden in various degrees depending on theological variations but it depends on maintaining said ego ("individual soul").