well if you expect people to go around watching what they say because you've decided you're going to take offense when particular subjects are breached without the solemn seriousness that you have decided they require i still don't care.

i was mainly shocked to read that you find a person dying funny- doesn't matter if it's about someone comitting suicide or in another way. i wouldn't be as offended if you just phrased your words differently, but calling this a 'funny' subject crosses a line in my book (and i'm sure a lot of people will agree on this one) and i thought i'd call you out on that.

so call me a selfish idiot or anything, i don't care. at least i'm still human enough to actually have some idea about the implications of death.

thats the thing about humanity. it dies.

yes it does. i've accepted that a long time ago. but i'll still be touched by someone's passing, and the grief it causes.

yawn

we're so cool when we pretend to be sociopaths.

pretend?

also, i wasnt thinking about being cool. altho you seem to be. try not to be so achingly self concious?

as much as i am not an advocate of suicide and i think it's a very childish, stupid, selfish thing to do, i understand why people do it. i've been there. but it's a cop out, part of being an adult is sucking it the fuck up and dealing with your problems, some days just make you wanna blow your head off and it's part of life. life sucks sometimes. sometimes it REALLY sucks.
but if you have the ability to step outside yourself and really evaluate your situation, is it really that fucking bad that you have to kill yourself? probably not.