I find this incredibly inspirational. I LOVES PEOPLE!

hm, that made me just want to go & have a fuck.

thanks for the inspiration. :p

Brilliant! ^

Looks like you failed that drug test then!

Hayden, you fucking rock dude

black does not prove to be slimming in this case.

Good points but clearly there is a change from high school -- an environment in which your entire day is organized and laid out for you. Once you leave that, no one tells you where to go and what to do. You have to make your own decisions.

this has been the best thread yet .

and your hair looks SILLY, hayden.

leaving high school and being "forced" to make your own decisions does not affect anything or create any sort of invisible motivator .

some people just aim in any direction at all and just go from there, out of not being able to accept making No decision.
Other people sort of fall into this pre-destined tradition....your town is a mining town so you mine....your dad is a pharmacist so you school in pharmacy....etc....
i personally have fallen into making no decision . ive basically been doing absolutely nothing . when i was 13 or so i invented and wrote of all these nasty ways i envisioned myself ending up...but i ended up far worse than any of them - i ended up doing absolutely nothing . and yes i realize that its a bunch of bullshit to think a person has to be 'productive' in order to find worth for themselves in life , but i dont really know how else to describe it . its all the motivation . why cant i find any reason to enjoy life ?

oh, and if you're going to do the all black look, take a tip from drone and at least make sure each article of clothing is the same shade of black.

i like tea, infact, im drinking tea right now

crypto, have you crossed paths with Jandek yet?

no, but i fucking love his music
thanks for introducing me to him

fo sho. you're welcome

I reccomend camping outside that post office box
http://youtube.com/watch?v=VbjlBHl4OKk

wow
when does that come out?

It came out 2 years ago
http://search.ebay.com/search/search.dll?sofocus=bs&sbrftog=1&maxrecordsreturned =300&frpp=50&from=R10&satitle=jandek&sacat=11232%2 6catref%3DC6&sargn=-1%26saslc%3D2&sadis=200&fpos=32407&ftrt=1&ftrv=1&s aprclo=&saprchi=&fsop=1&fsoo=1

I think its been out, for a minute.

chout, you bastard! you tricked me!

look at me playing the flute!

Haha Cantankerous, you got owwwwwned!

Tape an R over that M and you got yrself a musical instrument pun similar to (a personal favourite) scraping the second leg off of the R in "Roland" to say "Poland"!

hmm... id rather not, i think mapex is a cool word, maby ill make it say "Us MAPEX"

go to a 3rd world country and volunteer for stuff...or work really hard for a while and then donate all of your money to a good charity (i read recently that donating freely gives people the same kind of pleasure that good food and sex do, as its the same part of the brain or something, just trust me on this one.)....

regret?

no....i was dead serious mate.

i wasnt..........mate.

Think of your life as being a movie. It will make perfect sense.

i have crater amp.

hayden, a lot of what you say and apparently do reminds me of me at a certain age. i can't say anything too reassuring except that eventually you learn to deal with shit a bit better. that's about it..

homie needz to stop listening to tha shoe shoe and start focusin' on is grizzades.