feral cat hi

Anyone else watching, The Open?

Phew, just got back online. Got an apartment like 5 days ago and settling in. The drive back was dope. Detoured to Portland then drove to Boise. Was hoping to get a little further to Twin Falls, ID but I got screwed with Seattle/Tacoma and Portland traffic. Lost like 3/4 hours with that traffic. I slept in the car in a Walmart and man...my cat was pissed! She was a trooper though. Made it to Denver the following day and met up with my friend who's moving to San Antonio from SLC. So the next day, I drive about 3 hours and exit to fuel up. I hear a grinding sound on the front left tire. It turns out that when they changed my brakes, they didn't tighten the bolt enough so the pad came loose. It was Sunday so nothing was open and I was in the middle of nowhere Nebraska. I had to stay there two nights while they diagnosed and fixed the issue. Luckily it was a cheap fix. $50. But yeah...Thank god I also picked up more weed in Denver, otherwise I would've came back with a lot less hahaha.

lol @ dangerous cargo. man!

glad you made it safe. and nice price mechanic!

Today was my great-grandmother's funeral. Was hard, but I'm doing better.

I only met one of my great-grandparents, she was my mom's grandma, and she passed when I was 9 years old.

My mom was 9th of 9 children. Her older sister (by 19 years) has a son who had a kid at 19, whose kid then had a kid at 19 and whose kid after that had a kid at 20. so my cousin was a great grandfather at 59. insane.

holy shit. i just read this. i’m so sorry.

i hope you have many good memories to keep her with you.

(i know i do with mine)

I just read this myself :p

Yeah, I have a few good things that have happened. I'm moving on.

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A girl in my Maths class asked me if I'd ever considered wearing the girls uniform to school (ironically, on the first properly masculine day I've had in a while). I have considered it, but ultimately decided against it.

Oh hey, tesla's ban period's ended. One would hope he mellowed out, but I know that's super unlikely.

i dont know if you keep a list but this qualifies as an odd response :p

I was resting my elbow on the edge of the table, slipped, and nearly fell off.

It makes me feel lonely when y'all aren't around :(

The local university had a little talk here - intended for Year 12s, but my parents have been nagging me to do uni stuff so I went and picked up their little booklet.
Apparently if I get an ATAR above 80, I can get a high achievers scholarship which would come with guaranteed first year accomodation. So that's something to aim for.

Finished my English Language SAC! Wrote seven pages across four hours of class, and I hope that I can get a good mark out of that.

Gonna go check out another one of these on Sunday. I managed to fit one of these in my Ford Edge and drive it back to Chicago. I just set it up today and still works fine! So I'm looking to pick up another one(to link and have a head2head setup) and it just so happens I have a friend trying to get rid of one! The odds of that are pretty insane since these are rare in the midwest. I don't even have my living room furnished yet. Fuck I didn't even finish my bedroom(all I need is a dresser). But yeah...I think I'm gonna go with something a little different with the living room. I'm gonna have two of these bad boys instead of a TV. Like...who needs furniture when you have two sick ass candy cabs. But yeah...I'm gonna need a couch eventually.

Yesterday on Discord, someone said that if I had boobs he would happily fuck me.

There are a lot of feelings I'm having about that...

cigarettes increase testosterone and destroy estrogen so dont start smoking :p

cleaning old boxes i had forgotten i found a dvd of rome total war for mac from... 2009?

installed it, it updated itself, and now im playing lololol

looking forward to the same with barbarian invasions in which i’ll manage to rescue the western roman empire from the brink of collapse and crush the huns somehow... hardest scenario to win i think it was

lol, of course

We were having a discussion about sexuality and trans people - and despite what you'd have thought you'd get from a bunch of teenagers, we were actually all very polite and respectful of each other.

[I feel like there should be a NSFW disclaimer here. None of you guys care? Whatever, I do.]

Someone (who at least considers themselves straight) said that they've realised they'd definitely sleep with a trans person - but the thing they were confused about was that they'd go with both mtf and ftm trans people. So we were discussing how that tied into their sexuality. (I think straight is still the best thing to call it - they reiterated that it was femininity that they were attracted to, and so any ftm guy would have to be pretty twinkish for them. This is where the comment about doing it with me came in.)

I gave them the semi-serious comment that a butt's a butt, and then we moved onto talking about how love and sex is a give and take thing. There's another guy who said he'd sleep with a trans girl, but he kept saying he was really grossed out by dicks - and I totally agree! Dicks are gross. The best proposal we could come up with is that you'd end up giving them some inspiration and let them play with themselves.

On the whole, the whole conversation was uplifting - if I do end up settling on a feminine identity, then anyone I got intimate with would have to be in the middle ground between people who think "ew, a tranny" and fetishistic chasers. Fortunately, I think the middle ground might be larger than I thought :)

supertired and late for me so i can’t reply in detail, but glad to see that you’re finding a welcoming world out there

now i need to zzzzzzzzzzz because wow summer but enjoy your day