don't be so sad man, i know she disgusts you now but she'll soon be a milf as you like them

reanimation modus ON

I am out to lawn the mown at my grandmas place, yeehaw...erm not really but...you know

rock&roll! :D

how are you shabbray?

I am fine. today is a little mixed up between waiting and doing some things for my grandma, so nothing special so far, but I am enjoying the pretty good weather which seems to turn into rain the next hour...and I am trying not to think of anything I SHOULD do for university, trying to swap all my work I have to do on monday...

@nefeli: whats the blue sea?

I guess:
this place.
aka the new blue.
old blue was the old board.
blue.
lube.
buel.
leub.

YEaH
my eyes always need to be re-adjusted after being here for a while

whats everybodies plans for today and this evening?
edit: thanks:p

Nothing. Life is shit.

that sounds like...a good plan :D

whats up?

:eek:

I carried 64kg of washing machine around today, I'll stay home and rest and pray for my back.
Perhaps fiddle a bit with my new contact mic.

yes!

64kg is a lightweight for a washng machine, isnt it?
mine is nearly 30 years old and I remmeber pulling it into the 7th floor with my dad wasnt fun

oh I posted a thing for both of you in the jukebox thread and a pic for nefeli in the dedicate pics thread. Go check.

Nothing really, just one of those nights where I've realised I'm a loser.

why so, Derek?

I sort of hate all my friends, always become frustrated making music and deciding I'm shit at it (same with writing), I spend all day on the internet etc.

I don't think I'm much of a loser, it's just one of those nights I feel kinda down.

I'll tell ya a positive thing though, I had a very refreshing sleep last night! I hadn't slept the night before and was tired after my english exam so I slept from 6pm to 8am.

You're still in school right? You're supposed to hate your friends. You're supposed to hate all of your early attempts at art. You're supposed to spend all day on the internet and sleeping for ridiculous amounts of time. It's better that way, shit picks up at non-uniform sixth form colleges and/or uni.

@derek:
I don't think "loser" is the appropriate word, as you stated. it's important you realise this.
you're maybe just introverted and have a developed inner life, sometimes losing contact with the outside world and sometimes regaining it again. more of us are like that.

sounds like an awful lot of cds!