literally LOL. Literally.

thanks

i'm off to murder a random passerby

and good to see you back in this dump

Ha ha, yah. Is that a good thing? Or is that like being welcomed back to the slammer?

Anyway, I think tomorrow's the day. gmku goes off the (cable TV) grid. Stickin it to the (cable TV) man! YO!

Suck my non-sagging balls.




I see where you're coming from. But I just hung out with her today...her flesh is delectable. You're gonna have to take my word for it.

Soooo tempting. But nah, I'll pass. Have better offers pending.

I managed to write 4000 words on the moors murderers today (4-cunting-thousand!). I'm in deadline hell.

whats it for? i would be interesting to read that.

When's it due, DR666?

My PhD. This chapter i'm writing has to be in by Friday and I think I may have fucked things up by not giving myself enough time to do a proper job. :(

It's depressing too, spending hours a day reading and thinking about these two:

I've been slacking too. Luckily for me, I seem to write best when I'm forced to give everything I have, in as quick succession as possible.

I think I walked past Johnny Marr and his wife whilst I was strolling home. If it was them, it makes me wonder what they're doing in Horsham.

helped friends and worked at their forest, carried out some cut trees.
really nice but physically tireing, the spring is starting, some first flowers and last glimpses of snow.

glimpses of grit and clouds.

sonic pearl jam. sonic green day.

pakistan suicide bombing kills many people.

read a great art review in the village voice by christian viveros.

trying to conceive the day.

glimpses of glimpses.

this has been the single worst 420 of my entire life


it's happening again, i'm losing my brain, what can i do? i'm gonna kill myself because of you

suicide?-- never!

murder?-- maybe...

yeah sorry man. i went to therapy today and vented about those cunts and then i came home & slept 3 hours like a dog-- or log--- unfuckingmovable.

i feel a whooooole lot better now.

apologies.

& delect, delect! (i suppose that's a verb)

If you have the power,
Then use it and kill them all
You got the right
To make them crawl

no, i'll never kill myself but i could easily fucking kill someone else right now

of course you could kill yourself-- in so many ways

but i get the rage

i was ready to kick somebody's face in today-- i mean anybody

anyway, avoid drinking when pissed off-- it's a bad bad mix (see above "in so many ways")

so-- take a deep breath and tomorrow it will be a new fucking day and you'll be able to do your killing with a clearer mind

this is honestly the worst day of my entire fucking life and i would love to kill myself right now but i won't