I believe that the young'uns are calling this 'big dick energy'.

Lol it wasnt even the balding whatsoever, I've been bald for years now. I was going through some weird ass shit mentally w a girl who I no longer talk to, and my mom's deteriorating health, my dad abandoning her, and it was just pure hell. My bipolar disorder was eating me alive

I'm much better and happier now. Like so much happier, its unreal. Dont even wanna read this thread tbh lol. But thank you for your kind words, sonic fam.

Oh gotcha, couldn't see OP since you edited it out.


I'm glad that you're happier now. I'm waiting for some happier experiences myself. :D But I'm good at hiding it from my surroundings and acting like everything is alright.

Im still fucking crazy

Been taking care of my mom for the past 6 months while SFH

Schizo, dementia, kidneys failing, operating at 13% rn

She's terminal gang

Lord help me

At least I have a great job now, my own house

Sober now, still exercising like a fucker, but i sit on my ass 12 hrs a day working

FUck me im worhtless

Still terrified of existence, super aware of the void at all times

lord help me

bruh, ain't no time to think about the void. enjoy what you can. be faithful to your happiness. once this covid shit is over, you'll be back to dating hot chicks with that kinky vanilla ice cream.

lol ive seen my mom naked too many times in the past 6 months to be interested in dating for a long while lol