Sonic Youth Gossip - I Just Realized, I Have Not Seen My Lover in a Week!!

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Originally Posted by cryptowonderdruginvogue

you're an adult?

Well twenty-two not much.

well, that is an adult.
i thought you were 17?
wow, you're older than me...?!

weeeeird

i guess if youre 22 you can date a 35 year old.

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Originally Posted by cryptowonderdruginvogue

so, my girlfriend didnt dump me, hooray.
now i wont get disowned by my parents!

we had dinner tonight
said she wants to make things work
i told her it wasnt her fault and that if anything needed to be worked out, it was on my end
she asked if i needed to go to austin just to be sure that i was making the right decision(which seemed really sketchy)
i told her i wasnt going (but i still might go, just to hang out with my buddies)

called the girl from austin, told heri've been dating this girl for 2 years (which, she already knew)
told her she was rad and i wanted to be friends with her
she said that i gave her the wrong impression
which i did, and i apologized for that
i told her she was amazingly awesome and beautiful, but i just couldnt get myself to throw away my 2 year relationship
i apologized again, told her i wanted to get to know her better, hit up some concerts in austin, etc.etc.
also that i had a cab drive me to best buy to get both arcade fires albums(even though i already had both of them on my computer) cause i dug them so much
which made her laugh
thanked her again for the hanging out with me pretty much all weekend and for making me catch Arcade Fire's set
might be making the trip out to austin just for a night to catch a concert next weekend, if she wanted to come that'd be awesome, etc.

todays been a good day, id say.
im all out of sizzurup though...
oh well.
at least ill be able to drive tommorow.

damn crypto, your gf sounds awesome

as for you... PLAYAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...you just dodged a bullet, didn't you?

Yeah, trust me I am the most mature person outside the internet. From what I am told I am freakishly smart. And at some degree they are right.

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Originally Posted by !@#$%!

damn crypto, your gf sounds awesome

as for you... PLAYAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...you just dodged a bullet, didn't you?

playa?
more like ASSHOLE.
man, shes made me feel so bad without even trying to guilt trip me
shes good at that

fuck.

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Originally Posted by SynthethicalY

Yeah, trust me I am the most mature person outside the internet. From what I am told I am freakishly smart. And at some degree they are right.

nice.

from what i am told, i am balllllllin'

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Originally Posted by cryptowonderdruginvogue

playa?
more like ASSHOLE.
man, shes made me feel so bad without even trying to guilt trip me

fuck.

don't start feeling that "she's too good for you"

fact is, women mature faster than men. when they are fully grown women, we're still bumbling idiots. but i digress...

yeah dont start feeling that "she's too good for you" cos that apparently was the beginning of the problem, your insecurities which led you by the dick, etc. no, you have your qualities, and be happy w/ your good fortune, & that's that.

i don't think you were trying to be an asshole, frankly. you probably were/are going through a phase... plus the drugs, well, that can't help...

for the record, i used to be a serial monogamist. never had a girlfriend for more than 18 months. asshole? maybe... maybe i just wasn't ready to settle down and grow up.

i dont do drugs anymore

i smoked pot at coachella for the first time in like months!
i didnt even drink!!!

but i guess you're right.
i'm not saying shes too good for me, because she has to like me for some reason
so it doesnt even matter, you know?
all i am saying is that she is awesome... most of the time... and i dont know how she does it.

Cause most girls are awesome, if I was somewhat attracted to a girl, I would date a girl who is awesome.