That makes you and me both, kid.

hi schizo!

staying up all night?

hi every-e!

i am! i'm planning on just burning off the alcohol by dancing around in between songs. gow are you?!

eta: i abuse exclamation points. i'm trying to ameliorate my typing, especially while inebriated, but fuck that. it's not working.

hahaha.

i've been better, i feel like i'm depressed drunk but i have no reason to feel sad nor have i drank anything tonight.

i'm at home and i'm quitting smoking for a month.

Not to rub it in, but I'm seriously enjoying this cigarette right now.

I avoided smoking for a week and it's my first since.

that's an awesome move, every-e. but it makes me want one more.

i know that feeling. this week has been a series of highs and lows, and tonight has been high so i proclaim my drunkeness celebrating.

i'm never quittng

I've had an awful week- worst week I've had in recent memory- all kinds of family drama/trauma. . . and the annoying little things keep piling up on top of that and forcing me to crack. . .
-yesterday I get home and find the mic stand I had the local guitar shop order me is a guitar mic stand and not a vocal mic stand. . . so I wasted 30 bucks there
-I was going to do a big flea market tomorrow and get a nice commission, but we canceled due to rain. . . so there is some money I'll never make
-today I get an order in the mail- I bought 30 guitar cable plugs to make patch cables with- and they are absolute fucking shit. 40 dollars wasted.
-my rooms a fucking mess because of a half finished project
-then I start playing Free Cell to just chill out and I lose 2 games in a row

Why does everything happen at once? I'd be able to take these unfortunate events if they happened in separate weeks.

i miss utah where i was something like four or five a day, depending how much time i was spending with my family/the temperature outside. i miss it.

that's great schizo!

i'm quitting because i have bronchitis and last time i got bronchitis i was fucked up for more than a month, fuck that!

I feel you there.

the universe is just funny that way. next week will look up. that's how i've dealt with my brother for so long. i just know in a few days, whatever crazy thing he's done will blow over. kind of.

fuck cigarettes

I'm trying hard to avoid therapeutic masturbation right now. My room is so dirty I don't want to play with myself

health is awesome :)

and, uh, so is "dummy discards a heart" by deerhoof. i'm SO asking if they'll play it when i see them in november.

of of the only three real concrete thoughts in my head for the past hour has been "oh wow, do i need to vacuum my room".

You've got a crazy brother too?

shit happens, then you deal with it. and either it fucks you up or you get through it.

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schizo: offend maggie leaked?

My floor is so cluttered vacuuming would be impossible.

HOLY SHIT? Offend Maggie Leaked?

IF IT IS I WON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT. NEW DEERHOOF!