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Savage Clone 10.16.2006 04:32 PM

I find this incredibly inspirational. I LOVES PEOPLE!

 

!@#$%! 10.16.2006 04:36 PM

hm, that made me just want to go & have a fuck.

thanks for the inspiration. :p

Tokolosh 10.16.2006 04:47 PM

Brilliant! ^

Cantankerous 10.16.2006 05:33 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by HaydenAsche
I have no ambition.
I have no drive.
I don't care about anything.

I really want to do something with my life but I'm such a lazy fuck. I never do homework or read for shit and I'm getting terrible grades in my classes. I do nothing but hang out and enjoy my life. Is there something wrong with me?

Seriously, though, if I sit down to start an essay I will be called 10-15 minutes in and I will just leave to go do something. I'm never going to accomplish anything.

This post was completely serious.

Looks like you failed that drug test then!

CHOUT 10.16.2006 06:02 PM

Hayden, you fucking rock dude
 

Cantankerous 10.16.2006 06:11 PM

black does not prove to be slimming in this case.

nature scene 10.16.2006 06:14 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by !@#$%!
you can even have great ambitions and not necessarily hate yourself if you're unable to meet them.

the reward/punishment for good/bad performance can be internalized so that people carry it inside themselves without the need of a master.

i find it ridiculous. but most people are programmed that way.

i once knew a girl who was not very good looking. let's say she was downright homely. the curious thing is that she HATED HERSELF for it. (as if it was her own fault, or if she needed more problems already).

no need to become your own enemy when you don't "perform". really.


Good points but clearly there is a change from high school -- an environment in which your entire day is organized and laid out for you. Once you leave that, no one tells you where to go and what to do. You have to make your own decisions.

alteredcourse 10.16.2006 06:20 PM

this has been the best thread yet .

Cantankerous 10.16.2006 06:20 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Cantankerous
black does not prove to be slimming in this case.

and your hair looks SILLY, hayden.

alteredcourse 10.16.2006 06:26 PM

leaving high school and being "forced" to make your own decisions does not affect anything or create any sort of invisible motivator .

some people just aim in any direction at all and just go from there, out of not being able to accept making No decision.
Other people sort of fall into this pre-destined tradition....your town is a mining town so you mine....your dad is a pharmacist so you school in pharmacy....etc....
i personally have fallen into making no decision . ive basically been doing absolutely nothing . when i was 13 or so i invented and wrote of all these nasty ways i envisioned myself ending up...but i ended up far worse than any of them - i ended up doing absolutely nothing . and yes i realize that its a bunch of bullshit to think a person has to be 'productive' in order to find worth for themselves in life , but i dont really know how else to describe it . its all the motivation . why cant i find any reason to enjoy life ?

Cantankerous 10.16.2006 06:28 PM

oh, and if you're going to do the all black look, take a tip from drone and at least make sure each article of clothing is the same shade of black.

cryptowonderdruginvogue 10.16.2006 06:32 PM

i like tea, infact, im drinking tea right now

finding nobody 10.16.2006 06:36 PM

crypto, have you crossed paths with Jandek yet?

cryptowonderdruginvogue 10.16.2006 06:37 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by finding nobody
crypto, have you crossed paths with Jandek yet?


no, but i fucking love his music
thanks for introducing me to him

finding nobody 10.16.2006 06:40 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cryptowonderdruginvogue
no, but i fucking love his music
thanks for introducing me to him

fo sho. you're welcome

I reccomend camping outside that post office box
http://youtube.com/watch?v=VbjlBHl4OKk

cryptowonderdruginvogue 10.16.2006 06:55 PM

wow
when does that come out?

finding nobody 10.16.2006 07:02 PM

It came out 2 years ago
http://search.ebay.com/search/search.dll?sofocus=bs&sbrftog=1&maxrecordsreturned =300&frpp=50&from=R10&satitle=jandek&sacat=11232%2 6catref%3DC6&sargn=-1%26saslc%3D2&sadis=200&fpos=32407&ftrt=1&ftrv=1&s aprclo=&saprchi=&fsop=1&fsoo=1

Пятхъдесят Шест 10.16.2006 07:03 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cryptowonderdruginvogue
wow
when does that come out?


I think its been out, for a minute.

Cantankerous 10.16.2006 08:59 PM

chout, you bastard! you tricked me!

RIPfrey05 10.16.2006 09:04 PM

 
look at me playing the flute!


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