aw.

I think i had more girlfriends before the age of 7 than i did in the entire time from 7-18, so I clearly lost all my charm during my teenage years.

I am no longer feeling 90stalgic.

i was a daydreamer so i didnt miss having no bfs for long time especially during SCHOOL. you know, SCHOOL.

i was overprotective -rarely still might be- to the girls, friends of mine and lame boys.

hey do you know this painter?
http://www.robertlenkiewicz.com/
read few about him today...erm..not very font of, but i wanna read some more and give another look at his work. mostly the latter, just to see.

nah
thats waste of your time.
and that ancient thrill - it was a thrill, but basically it was hard times.
anyhoo, i m lucky i dont feel the same, although i understand what you mean, and since i can get excited about stuff, i dont miss gettin excited about stuff, if you know what i mean.

Nostalgia is remembering little and destroying EVERYTHING. Get over it, fuckers.

^ yo my baby!

i have the lamest pasta waiting for me.

Hello sweets. Same. The only shopping I've done today is for decent ( I hope) hair clippers. My flatmate has been having trouble with bed bugs. Worried.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xf_ZxrsbWuU


i had free drinks and i m happy; you know that drinks THAT are free, make me happy.


maybe he has to get those vaccum cleaners that suck blood and other stuff for the mattress?

Nostalgia is repressing traumas and falsely remembering, and glorifying, an era that was actually baseline at best. More akin to denial than anything else.

The '90s were just as crap as the '00s, only I was slightly less ignorant about how truly shitty the world is than I was in the '00s or am now.

:fuckyou:, '90s.

actually its just a rare, very specific feeling in your guts. thats all.
it is very unique, and dangerous sort of,
thats why i cant entirely diss it.

He needs to stop being a backpacker. Pissed off about this but he's a nice guy. I'll talk him into moving to India or something.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uY0ck90TxkQ

bliah i knew what crap the world is, i mean i came to realise during 90 especially towards the end of it. noone was believing me!



fok, i dont have any choco thing around for laters.
GD--- we ll talk and kiss.

ok, i ll have a final fag.

I never get that into things anymore. Except for the occasional movie, that turns out to be worse than I thought it would be.

Now I casually pre-order vinyl and barely even notice when it gets here, or I just outright steal music. The only musical identity I have is what you see here, and what I talk about with my handful of real world friends with similar taste.

It's an oxymoron you like Sonic Youth and you feel nostalgic about things that ultimately are only music-related. Surely you can see where you've gone wrong yourself? It's cool though, nostalgia is a very appealing habit if you're ultimately lazy.

Im not familiar with him no, im enjoying some of what i see though. Quite like this one, i am something of a philistine, however


http://iloapp.robertlenkiewicz.com/d...283&height=400

auch that hurt...

nevermind.
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if you want you can find stuff still somewhat exciting.

he is too....illustrating? too 'perfect' doll wise painting?
but that one, him with yana? did you see that one?
like porn but not exactly (good).

like i said i will look more..and think bit more.

however, when i like smth, i like it without much further thinking.
(cant explain better now).

First comes the enjoyment. Externalising that enjoyment should be the last thing that crosses your mind.

yeah, i saw the full one with the naked man. But after seeing that i liked the detail better because you can see her eyes clearer, and that tells more of a story once you know she's cradling him.

I dont really feel comfortable in galleries, Ive never understood why pictures have to be viewed communally, it seems like the perfect medium for people to absorb alone