5...could be worse but I can feel everything falling apart again

-800. The girl I'm living with/dating/sleeping with is "watching a movie with a friend" and won't tell me who. I know she won't tell me for fear of pissing me off (because I know it's a dude), but the effect is the same.

My recourse: I'm getting drunk and smoking more cigarettes than I have in a year and listen to the Door's first album.

4.. i've got a lot of things i have to do to better my situation in life.

5, I suppose.

Any other number and I can't be bothered to mention it here.

7 or 8 right now. we are doing a record and someone else is paying, i am pretty happy about that.

3

sums it up.

5, for sure

edited.

5±5

On a scale of 1 to ten I feel amazing.

5, I guess. I don't know, I live a pretty good life, but everything's exactly like it has always been and I'm fucking tired of it. Routine routine routine. I need a change of some sort.

2...fuck it

Savage Clone A.K.A Jacques Lacan

Why not go see a theatrical play or some other event with 'a friend'? If she can play by those rules, so can you until she's willing to talk about it.

tonight is shaping up to be an 8 or so. i'm going to have fun in a room full of incredibly volatile people.

Yeah, I should. That post was from a bad week. We had a big argument but talked it out like real humans. Things seem to be good now.

Today:
+8, saw the Pixies last night (better than I was expecting...for a money-making scam of course), just got back after a hideous 4 hour drive through a thunderstorm, debating seeing Best Coast tonight.

I'll say something like 7 or 8. :3

2.

I'm a fucking moron.

9 i have everything going my way at the moment.

7.5 today...not bad not great just good