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It was way more than that. And again tonight. Third night of drinking and about 11 pints of beer this time. Far from sober but not too drunk, my system is getting used to this kind of abuse. I feel like shit when I wake up though.
Old friends and gigs. Oh well. |
so http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fa30bdEXNeM
blah blah let me see i m tryin to recall which mudhoney song was my fav and hmmm dunno but yay this still sort of works http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BMuLYVOqFNQ feeling that out of reach of songs you used to love zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i should take coca and go to bed ---------------------->>> or have band practice and then do that. |
Wasted and eatin' pizza
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i'm trying to fuck off with this wasted shit. not that it's not easy. it is and i feel better, look better and smell better. no more bloodshot eyes every morning. the only time i drink now is when im offered one. might need some help with that but, it's not that bad and i can control myself if i go long enough without any alcohol.
really surprised at how better i feel if i go a week without. shit makes me crazy and im such a mellow laid back person. weed: i can take it or leave it. super laid back so it usually makes me dreamy and sweepy. alcohol has always been the drug of choice so that's not shit. p.s. i've had six beers today but still plan on keeping the weekday sober option. |
there's a drug out there that's good for you.
my guess probably kava. the real thing, not mixed with alcohol. go to vacation in polynesia and try it some day. alternatively, they sell the powder on amazon which you can then brew, but i don't know if it's legit. |
Kava? i'll check into that. you aren't fucking with me are you? it's not some schiziod temperamental drug is it? because i define myself as pretty non-loco as charcoal.
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kava makes you mellow as fuck. anti-anger. nontoxic if properly prepared, shit for your liver if moldy or used with alcohol.
i'm not making this up http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kava |
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i'm not vouching for this brand or anything but here's an example
http://www.amazon.com/KAVA-WAKA-powd...sr_1_2?ie=UTF8 when i was in grad school and i had to deal with shitty people i'd brew me a strong kava tea and smile through the fucking 2-hour meeting |
wow!! ok i'll have to read more into this. maybe this will help out on my nerves besides taking in out on people who aren't my friends or family, who get on my nerves. see, i'm passive aggresive and ichy but ignore bullshit that people close to me give. instead, i shoot birds during traffic and give strangers a heap of my smartassee-ness. good deal.
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I cant sleep when im high on pain killers. Its generally good if i have a blank canvas in the studio but i dont so im stuck here at the computer. what do people do on the internet anyway?
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I will post a retroactive recap..
Last night I got into full drunk punk character, which is unusual for me (not the going to shows part, just getting so shit faced drunk in the parking lot).. Fucking shit I was drunk. Totally motivated me to go ALL OUT in the pit.. I have so many scrapes and bruises that I didn't feel until my shower this morning.. even all that sweat last night didn't sting them, and some of these cuts are kind of deep from all those damned studded jackets.. fuckers aren't supposed to wear studs in the pit, but hey, it was still worth it! ![]() Interestingly I miss my up the punx days when I was into total chaos, drinking, drugs, fighting, fucking, fucking shit up. It was SO MUCH FUN. As reserved and calculated as my life has evolved, the core of my being is such a damned saboteur that I can't help but just wanting to go back to those days.. It is so cathartic and liberating, Kurt was right, "Punk rock means freedom." Oi Oi! |
my heart stopped for some nanoseconds.
i thought my most beautiful thing on utube was lost. |
i'll have to wait for tomorrow to get wasted
slept all day today so now i have to work i like the hours |
not tonight. ok, maybe a little but strickly wickly beer.;)
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fogetchall bitches..
i miss amerkkiansndgawd if I wasn't so drunk i'd search for his dick pic. i'd look ag it again. |
thanks suchfriends.
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