last night my boyfriend called 20 times and i ignored every call, its not that i dont love him i just dont feel like talking at 4am that and you tell me you dont want to lose me and you always think im cheating on you, every time you accuse me of doing something like that its just about the same as calling me a whore and when i asked you why you do it you just said that things are too good or that your testing me to see what i say..i just dont see why i have to earn your trust when you say everyday you love me or is that just some kinda test i kinda just want to give up on you but your too emotional and theres no telling what you would do…. i really need some help, because i have no idea what to do about him

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is the guy from american psycho supposed to get his girl groups totally mixed up, or is this just shitty editing? like, he says the crystals did be my baby, and that some vandellas song is the shirelles...

(why does this bother me, for fuck's sake?)

tonight feels really weird. i'm not tired at all despite having slept maybe three hours last night. like, i'm sleepy but not tired. i can't describe it.

actually, fourth of july is an original twilight zone marathon! today they showed the shitty '80s series.

i'm excited, sci-fi does this three or four times a year and i missed it last time. ee.

i'm just going to sit up all night.

tonight does feel weird... i was in bed at like, eight fuckin' thirty. but i woke up around midnight. i don't feel tired at all right now.

i am doing some slightly erratic shit that i would only think of when i'm tired, but otherwise... yeah, not tired.

i'm just playing freecell and drinking cherry coke zero. like. i'm going nuts.

cheer up dudes!

omfg, totoro cat bus. want.

hell yex!!!

There is no more peanut butter in my peanut butter jar.

I just had leftover olive garden breadsticks for breakfast.

That's how it's done. Garlic breadsticks for breakfast.

Om nom. I made some apple dumplings last night and I'm half-tempted to have those too.

I LOVE! New York City! Oh yeah! New York City!

It's Payday!

breakfast:
cherry coke zero
pineapple orange banana juice
cinnamon bun

snack:
cherry coke zero

lunch:
cherry coke zero

my day so far

my diet is so fucked.

yum yum eat 'em up

(what is that from? it's stuck in my head)

in the 1933 Little Rascals film titled The Kid from Borneo (1933)The kids' uncle George, whom they've never seen, is the black sheep of the family, and their father won't let him come visit. George is a promoter, and the kids mistake his Wild Man of Borneo for their uncle himself and bring him home. But the Wild Man has a sweet tooth, and his near-constant chant of "yum yum, eat'em up!" is predictably mistaken by the kids. Chaos ensues.

ah!! i knew it was a movie. i think the wild thornberries cartoon may have used it at one point because they had a wild kid from borneo and i know it from there. but seriously, on a loop in my head.

looped over "gettin' jiggy with it". i want to shoot myself.

okay, it's the three of us with the highest post counts for this thread. josh, i trail you by 500. i will prevail.

This is sort of amazing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1dqTrUpmwPg

AHM STARTING WITH THE MAN IN THE MIRROR-ah

i just got that damn song out of my head. i LOVE how he says mirror. "MIRRAH AHH"

Yeah, like 1 out of my every 3 posts in is this thread. I'll slow it down for a while.

i have 1630 posts in here, i think. the rest come from the old sonic youth thread.

I really need a new belt. Mine is about to give up the ghost.

i'm listening to give up the ghost!

yeah, i am suffering from a dearth of good belts. i have one that's too long. that's it.

i left the only belt i own that actually keeps me from crackalackin' (when needed) at an acquaintance's house before prom.

boo-urns.

my carrot cake cupcakes came out like.. weird scones. i went wrong somewhere.

^^^Watch out, they may have become hallucinogenic - LSD-scones. If you see the walls melting after you take a bite, you know that.....maybe a little more flour was needed.

I'm the lamest facebook member ever.

haha.

it called for 1 and 2/3 cups or something like that. they're very dry. next time i'm not going to be freaking out about making a mess and follow the recipe exactly. got a feeling though that because it's a very english cookbook maybe they're supposed to have come out this way.

I tend to wear out belts quickly. The hole gets torn and ripped and stretched and eventually the end of the belt just comes off. This belt is about 8 months old.

One of my cloth belts that was originally white turned blue from the constant rubbing of the jeans. I put it in the washer and it SHRUNK

That's why I don't have white shoes or white laces. I can't stand that fading shit.

I put my white T&S shoes in the wash and got most of the blue off, but now I don't wear them unless I'm wearing gray jeans.

fading fading celebrating