Isn't Blaze a receptacle of the most over-used drug cliches know to man?

haha.

It'll give you something to think of all day.

SHIT.

Helicopters are flying over my house in a sequential pattern looking for runaway Mexican thieves.

Well, the entire point of the show is to hook people in by offering all the drug cliches and whatnot, but there's actually deep philisophical, and often existential, ponderings, underneath the surface. The entire concept of the show is, as a creator of the stuff I've created, I am betraying my roots; I am betraying the shit I believe in, to "Sell out", to "cash in", to create this show centered around a drug I don't even use -- which is why I don't really understand some facets of smoking marijuana, which makes the show even more ridiculous and absurd in that context -- which will hook people into watching a show that is about "drugs", on the surface, but is actually a lot deeper than that...

Case in point, I spent less time animating, voicing, composing music for, etc. the first season of "Blaze", and yet it has been by far, my most successful production, with the guy from Venetian Snares offering to lend his voicing talents for the next season. It's not even that I spent less time on it - I just know that it's "less good", so the concept with season 2 is to be even more ridiculous, and to try to craft something actually.. I dunno.. respectable out of the whole thing, because I kinda hate it in a way, but also feel compelled to keep doing it, so the entire show is going to betray itself, betray its fans, and constantly become more and more self-indulgent, to the point where I no longer have a fanbase. Kinda like what David Bowie said that one time.

Okay, paragraphs, calm down. You should read my rant in the writers thread. I'm all drunk and having fun. No need to take me seriously, seriously.

'Marijuana' (nobody calls it that) I get on fucking tap. In the last five years, I haven't spent a dime on the buddha. It's all gravy. Yaddamean?

Okay, BUDdy.

No.

fuck going to the post office. its too hot to walk. today im sitting inside with a fan beside my face.

25°c?

that's really hot.

its 19.

too much for me.

i am feeling etremely tired and weak today. dont know whats up. gonna spend the whole day beside the fan with music.

to be honest, 25C already starts pissing me off. If it gets to 28C thats when I get murderous.

I'm finally gonna do my nails you guys. They are so fucking rough and sharp one little scratch in my sleep is blood for sure.

My dreams are insane! I feel emotionally wrecked when I wake up. I can feel imagined pain in my sleep. I am always running, there is a school like I am forever stuck in highschool (which is strange since I am 32) lots of snakes, These strange buildings I see, There is a whole city I created that i see every night. It is horrible feeling and ominous, the buildings are crumbling even the one I live in which is always close to water but i can never get in the water to swim and I want to so bad. I am people I have never met or known doing things I have never done. Dr seus bridges i must cross and I fell as if I will plummet off of the edge. when i wake up I have this depressed felling in the depths of my subconsious i try not to remember what i saw and felt in my sleep.

Once I dreamt I was on the toilette pissing, but I was really wetting myself. I'm not embaressed it's funny. I had to wake up Ryan and change the sheets.

it is predicted to get up to 88 which i think is around 33c. Actually this is very cool for this time of year it normally is in the 90sF in this season. I love it, but the AC in my car has broken so i am driving in a very hot black car for 2 hrs out of the day. I am actually saving quite a bit on gas for this reason. I just crank down the windows and spray myself with bath & body works body splash. It cools you off and you smell fresh.

There needs to be more rain and snow in my opinion.

Yeah. It inspires the best UUUUUU albums.

24 -> 34 c is my happy range. outside that window I start to go insane.

What are these philosophical and existential ponderings?

Exactly! I can't create when the sun is penetrating my eyes and it's 25c outside!

THis is my new smoking freind outside.

i fucking hate hot weather.