a few months ago, I was at a piano bar where the entire cast of that show was drinking (sans Lawrence).

it was surreal.


tonite's plans include altered states.

A virtual orgy

listening to devo
stretching my neck and legs

About to go and kick someone's arse. I wish this was true but it's not, so instead I might dig out my gamecube and play Resident Evil 4.

i might go to bed and read my book
im reading Perfume at the moment

Waiting for my friend to come online. We had plans to go to either a vegetarian or Japanese restaurant today.

"excuse me miss, but i think youre cutting it too short."
"why do you think that?"
"be cause i just forgot how to count."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

oh man im so embarrssed
i was sitting around and then this thought came to me
"i checked my inbox..not my outbox on my phone"

so i pulled out my phone and yes, exactyl what i didnt want to see was there..5 msgs to haylee, all written when wasted confessing my love to her
fuuuuuuuuck
i need to call her and say im sorry and explain my sefl?
is that what i do?

i feel bad for you, son

shut the fuk up crypto.
tell her you were drunk.
dont apologize too much though because you ACTUALLY do love her so your not too sorry

go burn your dick off and stomp it into concrete.

i already did damn it!

Laying in bed. Can't sleep. Too early maybe. :s

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night

In the pines, in the pines
Where the sun don't ever shine
I would shiver the whole night through

My girl, my girl, where will you go
I'm going where the cold wind blows

Her husband, was a hard working man
Just about a mile from here
His head was found in a driving wheel
But his body never was found

i am kicking myself for my lack of confidence and extreme shyness.

Gah! I know what you mean. I do that almost every day. So lame.

seems a lot of peope here have low confidence and are very shy
id love to see what a board meet would be like :P

listening to our pool fill up

that would be pretty cool , a board meeting

i am counting down the days to me leaving this job.

haha, it's actually pretty tricky guessing what the boardies would be in real life face-to-face. All the boardies that I've met were actually pretty different to what I had thought them to be. All very nice, though.