suchfriends bootcamp! suchfriends bootcamp!

ha ha ha.

btw since you mention quitting meat i've turned a weekday vegan recently
-- but on weekends i gotta eat some seafood or i'll go nuts. i can quit fish even, but seafood? lunacy...

You'll miss it a tad the first month, after that it's easy as pie.
I haven't eaten meat purposely in 4 years.
Smoking pot and hash does you good too, I recommend it ;)

i hate fish and seafood.

FUCK i'm not going to stop eating meat. that means no more steak fajitas! (not the taco bell variety, the REAL variety.)

ok i'm gonna stop except for steak fajitas.

if i decide i need a drug therapy, i'd take mushrooms and trip, you know, psychedelic vacations. be back in a week or so without moving at all.

i honestly don't want to take acid or shrooms ever again. or drink. the thought of both is just nauseating

you need a peyote ceremony & wake up from the hard drugs--

that and a kick in the ass.

oh, and a month in suchfriends bootcamp!!!! :D

spewing nonsense about something you're not and listening to boreawful music?

you want to ruin cantanky's life?

for shame...

i don't need to go to suchfriends suburban white boy rastafarian bootcamp.

i used to be the biggest pothead in the world. then the focus shifted?
but i can easily get back into that habit no problem.

naaaaah

i dont deny suchfriends is a little wackadoodle but he's got depths

and he's got a prophetic streak

it wouldn't hurt cankers to eat fresh fruits every morning & drop the toxic lifestyle-- a weed habit might be easier to kick afterwards.

oh by the way !@£$%! im drinking cranberry/pomegranate juice (dont worry its the no sugar added kind)
i don't have any fruit

well i have some grapes but i can't swallow those cuz it hurts too much

i guess...

just send her with rope tied to the other end so she doesn't get lost in that world.

yeah, healthier lifestyle; and doing something productive too.

what you mean like a job?
hahahaha. sure.

bitch i got a lovely pineapple today and ripe mangos and strawberries and medjool dates and tons of bananas and packham pears and little round watermelons and a cantaloupe and you know what we had for dinner? young coconut-- i hacked it with my meat cleaver, we drank the juice & ate the insides. ooooooh sweeeeeeetttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. the pleasures of fresh fruit are too many to enumerate. too fuckign many.

anyway im done cooking for tonight (ive been prepping stuff for the week) so i should be leaving soon. gotta make me some babies ha ha ha ha. ok that was crass. i admit.

cankers-- take care of yourself girl. i fucking mean it. learn the enjoy the pleasures of good health. they are delicioucioucioucioucioucious.

nah, something that's productive to you.

job or no job, it adds a lot to your life to feel useful. i SWEAH.

well goodnights to you guys. gotta go get me some knee blisters.

ha ha ha ha ha.

im sorry. not sure what's got into me today. too much sun maybe.

gotta go, good nights.

- i love pineapple
- i hate strawberries, raisins, coconut, bananas, watermelon, pear
- mango is ok

the biggest problem i have with most fruit is the texture. like oranges. they taste delicious but the texture makes me gag.


OW my cat just decided to lay on me
he's the heaviest out of them all too! like 20 lbs

fuck no get off me you little bastard. i love you but that hurts too much.

i will be making music asap

About this time last year i was very much on the brink, and calling The Samaritans was very important for me not going over said brink.

If one is having such feelings, i direct one towards The Samaritans. Thats their job, they will talk to you before you fuck yourself up.

i'm fine now (except for physical illness, btw i DO NOT have strep throat idk what it is, the stupid bastards told me to take advil and fuck them)

i don't need to go to a psychiatrist, i was being a stupid cow and it's done and over and i'm moving on

hi.