"Whoever exalts himself shall be humbled, but whosoever humbles himself shall be exalted."

the thread was called strangest thing, and even after living off of mushrooms and prayer books over the past few years, nothing stranger has ever happened to me aside from this walmart thing, the even stranger thing will be if I get a job there

I've been popping ambien at night for the past few days. Things get pretty trippy on them. And you're left wondering if events really took place or not.

I'm almost always participating in some social activity during this time. I know some of what takes place, and I remember some of the responses. But there's also a period of time where I have no idea what the fuck is going on. I wonder how I appear to those sober during these times. No one has really said anything about it.

sorry dude. i totally forgot you posted that thing about telling her. i thought she was still in the dark. but its cool that shes alright with it. as long as its not hurting her feelings.

but i feel like that situation is going to get messy fast. and not in the messy way that comes with fucking people, but like.. emotionally.

keep us updated?

i've slept with like 15 people in the last six months. and i don't know why.

I hardly ever have sex, I'm not bothered looking for it, or relationships, or anything. I am devoid or any romance in my life in any aspect or shape. I feel fine, very responsive than ever to emotions than ever. As a human being I feel ever so better, but when it comes to love things, I just don't know.

ps: I do have sex occasionally and it's cool.

Are you not with Mr. Cantankerous anymore?

When I took a nap this afternoon I had the weirdest dream. I was chatting with someone via MSN. Well, let's say her replies were "unusual". At some parts troll-like but there were also some random limericks. Suddenly her avatar was gone and instead some kind of video transmission appeared.

The video showed my room from various different angles. It was a live transmission! I quickly looked at my webcam because I thought someone might have hijacked the transmission signal. Well, all I found out was that the transmission was not recorded by my webcam. It was very bizarre. Suddenly my conversation partner went offline.

After she did so an instant message appeared on the screen, it said something like "Nanoburger transmission disconnected". So I decided to google "Nanoburger" and what I found was some kind of "Evil"-website for Trolls, Hackers, ID-Fakers and other Cyber-criminals.

Its slogan was something like "Tracking you down". It was really weird. After I woke up I decided to google "Nanoburger" because I was curious and got this: http://aht.seriouseats.com/archives/...st-winner.html

we're still together
we have broken up and gotten back together 3-4 times in the last 6 months

one of those couples.

those usually don't last.

don't get your hopes up...we're not, we never broke up once in 4 yrs until like this january, it was just a brief bad period and it was my fault. i kicked him out 6months ago but he's moving back in.

Not that you needed to but, thanks for the apology. Anyways, no updates at the time and I'll be sure to divulge anything I can part with.

Strange, Sonic Youth message board treatment sessions....hmm

You can easily pay the bill by PayPal. Fast and secure. Unlike some of us, who are quite the polar opposite...

I see myself becoming emotionless.

ok, if it was your fault that;s different.

how's yr table?

we be together 4ever.

my kitchen table? still yellow and sparkly and lemony. still has a pile of stuff on it.

It's fucking hailing outside, it sounds like my window is going to crack and break.

have you had sex on top of the table yet? or is it strictly for piling stuff on top of

i cry for everything.

no, because it would probably break.

is it a thin glass?

if you were careful, it would probably hold