Hahha. No, I was just seeing what a signature was.

Secret Girl reminds me of the Beauty and the Beast.

im pretty sure that there isnt anything as satisfying as before going out to the pub, sitting at home alone with some jameson and listening to the pogues' rum sodomy and the lash
i do it every week and it never loses its charm

There is. Replace said album with Red Roses For Me. But it's only marginally more satisfying.

I have never lived alone for longer than a month.

from family I moved to dormitory. then to a house with 3 roomies, then out with my fiancee , then with my wife for 13 years then by myself fro a month and then with my current girlfriend.

I am 35 years old and I think about this. I have never developed a solo existance, you know? an existance where I am in the focus, where no other concerns except what I want and what I will do. strange.

I hate people but I hate being alone. weird!

^^ deep.
does that make you feel regretful?

sometimes, when I think about how little I actually focus my time and efforts towards purely self-oriented things, as opposed to couple things or group things.

mmm you can always manage some free time by yourself to do what you gotta do.
that's what i do, but then i don't have the same background. having spent one year and a half solo before the relationship i'm in now makes me appreciate what i've got. totally.
But i've got the best wife in the world so there.

ona side note , Rob, two unrelated questions:
- have a you ever met Jandek in Houston??? Do you know who this guy is, if he works somewhere? Ive been intrigued in the last couple of days.
- what was yr ex-wife SYG name again? I do rememebr the cheeto days and yr wife would post here quite frequently. I think i remember she was an Art teacher or something; she sent me a couple of cool PMs about art in general and she seemed like a nice person. Are you totally estrangednow? if you don't mind me asking of course ; if you do mind, just ignore the post ; but that post reminded me of these days back in huh 2004 i guess with my old rubywithwings identity.
over and out.

ever pull out turds by glove?
it sure does make your fingers fucking stink.

life is not long
we know this to be true
so why not allow
your snatch to get screwed?
why not allow
your pussy to get fucked
by the head of a dick
that loves to shoot muck
and when i fuck you
your pussy will sing
every love song
ever written by sting
hey we can fuck in a popcorn machine
we wouldn't need butter
if you know what i mean
you better loogy on my balls
or put your mouth on my prick
or how about we just rent us a flick
action, sci-fi, who gives a fuck?
as long as i get to shoot my penis flytrap muck
comedy, horror, who gives a shit?
as long as i get to flick that finger lickin clit

it's a shitty situation to be in.

I want to get a little dog and name him "crotch snapper".

I have seen jandek at a show or two and at art gallery things, but at the time I did not know who he was. It is only in hindsight that I remember his face.

I cannot fucking remember her name on here! shit!
we are not estranged. She is with a decent guy who has two kids and they see her as their mom. she seems happy and lives in dallas now. It is bvery hard when you realize that you married too young and that you married a best friend you wished was your sister, not a passionate lover, you know?

yes. i guess so. I've always been into more or less passionate stuff, noting mild, always pretty rough stuff in a good or bad way so i wouldn't know but anyway she sounded like a nice woman. Hope she's doing fine then. I can't remember her SYG name either. If you find it back, i'll go "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah yeah of course" ha ha thx for answering thse, i'm very nosy at times.

One time I dated a girl who wnated me to randomly punch her in the face as hard as I could when she wasn't expecting it. It took me a looooooong time to be convinced to do it and I ended up doing it a couple times and it turned her on but it just made me sick to my stomach and I stopped doing it and then she cheated on me. True story.

weirdos.

indeed.

One of my old best friends always had rape fantasies, wanting to be viciously "raped" while she was fighting a dude off. She told me some weird shit. Thing is, she was HOT. One of the hottest girls I've ever seen in person. Weird ass bitch though.

and were is she now?
six feet under?