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Not only do I want to puke but also I am going to puke.
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hey everyone
goodmorning shaking off some dream residue i had in the last part of my dream engine report wierd dream in the past it took longer to shake off dream residue's that goes much better now ) made clearer desicions on how to use emotions, place them and value them in the past i was very emotional it could be that a tsunami of emotions came out of me like eeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mixed flow of lsd, xtc, alchol, weed at 5000mph |
a spliff, a siesta and then to work tonight
better focus on things i want to do this summer a trip to paris is on the menu and hopefully there will be alot of sun |
I actually fell asleep for the first time without laying in my bed for hours.
Such an odd feeling since I've had problems with my sleep since I was like 14. |
do you understand that feeling you have?
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maybe you could do something to feel better
or it will go away by itself over some time maybe it has to do with your sleepcycles not enough rem-sleep? |
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Well, actually it is a bit familiar for some reason. I get memories but I can't really describe em, it's so wierd cause it's like I've woken up from something. I think I understand it, but I don't know... |
i'm glad i have no more problems with emotions
just read that 20% more childeren use anti-psychotics that is surly not positive for those childeren who are then the victims of uncabaple adults to really deal with what is going on i never used medication or believed in it those things just let nature normaly and naturaly flow you can find out how your body and mind functions and what the normal parameters are and from there people are individualy responsible for interest in their own life as their introspection |
i wonder now how those childeren that take anti-psychotics will be over 5 years
will they be better? or worse that they can't live a life without anti-psychotics |
also think that the large amount of SUGAR in drinks and sweets
that childeren take will bring back the clear vieuw of eyes it can lead to more childeren wearing glasses or lenses |
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there's no sugar in drinks european caveman stuck in the mid 90's here in the new world we drink corn syrup, high fructose |
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We'll I'm not shure it's over but I'm pretty shure it's getting better. |
Someone make me sober and buy me food. Then buy me lots more alcohol. Then some more food.
I wanna puke. |
No, I'm not really sick. I just wanted to sound cool like other people here.
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drugs
puke food virus work alcohol Gast angst greetings to Gast and wanting to be like him Have I covered recent themes? |
Oh yeah, I forgot. The word "dick" has come up a lot lately.
Okay, sweetheart, I'll try. Please don't neg rep me. A few of you kids recently have done that, and it hurts my feelings. Today's agenda: Drink coffee. Attempt my third loaf of homemade bread. Tried to make 2 loaves last weekend, each attempt was a bust. But I think I now understand what I'm doing wrong. Bathe Chipper. Drink more of this wonderful Barleywine Ale from a North Carolina brewer, The Duck-Rabbit Brewery. 11-percent ABV, y'all! |
I am The Satellite King, who reigneth down upon yr time_screen; in one hand clutched fist full of waffletaco and mushrooms and the other, a lasertornado, swoll full of hitchhiking tadpoles.
It's SATurday. |
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in the new world we are ALWAYS lucky, we are evolved past ape brain and control the dice telepathically and we always shoot 7. |
We are on our way to becoming spacepeople, too.
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psch we past space people we masters of teh motherfucking galaxy 1 billion macdonalds in every star system and over 10^666 served |
that's GOOD news gmku
something else then these pelgrimages to festivals the happening of the year where everthing and everyone GOT TO BE THERE |
festivals > also milked out to the max
tv-networks are now all over the place, mobile phone industry is also at the party, not to mention the police and security i was at pukkelpop don't know what year, long ago it was 1 hour midnight the music was done was chilling there with a few other people till a group of 12 security people pumped with steriods came in to move everyone out |
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You're right, of course. I was merely trying to put it in terms the people of the old world would understand. |
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don't worry about the apebrains they are here for hamburger meat is all ask tesla |
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i think it's time that you post more about your life how many years you worked for the cia and stuff |
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please what did gast say some time ago? before skin color there was hair look how long are the american people are gonna rag this vagina of colored people you must be an evolutionairy analphabetist if you still think that color has something to do with beeing better and 2 it's not the human that takes the desicion what color of skin there will be your dna and the surroundings of the life decide what will grow and what will fall off the dna machine |
guess for the americans who are behind in time i'll make a signature for them
because i'm still nice to confused people |
back from work
i'm tired off to bed goodnight all |
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you think you believe you make associations in your brainmachine no, i'm not on a mission i had curiousity about life like all animals have some sort of curiousity about things that happen around them a healthy curiousity why does a child pionts it finger at all things he don't know and ask 'what is this? what is that?' just see it as a study of self interest of life and so came the modern information out of lenses electron microscoop lenses and hubble lenses soo much modern information came out of that that the old pioneers that lived in the world before electricity and technology not even could of dreamed of for years i have been study'ing these new information and find out about this art movement futurism 1909-1914 after kubism and i understood their world and passion from in that time it must be very exiting for those people to have their dreams of the modern world like jules verne who made that book of ' a trip to the moon ' or something where they fly with a balloon to the moon the people had wild fantasy's about the future life it's difficult to bring that interest back because everyone has a computer, this and that all have seen pictures from mars and other galaxies it's all become a normal part of life like it actually doesn't mean anything anymore like it starts to bore people the people then only could dream to live in this time ![]() a boat he drawed the nautilus he was there around the time of before the art movement futurism end of the 1800's to place him in that time he would be a sort of einstein of his time / futurist |
no, i'm not on a mission
i been passionated about things that is all relativated by now i don't burn a candle or even an incense stick to please gods or ghost or spirts what ever the animal all has fantasy'd in it's little ape brain |
not for me
so don't come knocking my door to invite me for a meeting about the end of the world like someone did a few months ago |
gonna watch some tv
can't sleep |
bleuhhh nothing on
going back to sleep |
if u cant sleep
theres nu evidance you can use the intarrupshens in sleep to meaningful perpus in the old/better werld they valued interupted sleep dream meditation sex love fantasy... drift back into sleep myth of the 8-hour beuaty sleep modern invention best to diskard |
i don't want to throw up
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but i have done all the things that are out there to be done i have done soo much in my life that i had a burn out you don't get burnouts from sleeping and beauty sleeps over a few mounths i'm 35 so i have nothing else to do for the rest of my life a good thing because i only live once i'm not gonna return after my death or be reincaarnated into another animal it's almost 2 mid day going to buy weed then be back around night smoke some weed and the day will be over for the rest i have nothing lost in this 'europe' of slavery, discrimination and abuse |
March is a great month.
Disappears LP and Lee LP. Fuck yes. |
There is a certain sens
but if you have done so much then should tell you ther is mor ahed then you should not dizengage there is the see what is arond the nex cornur sleep can be soothing, a reprieve, a meditation/medication it is not not-life, it is a beautiful part of life do not burn out instead rest and rust better to rust and fade away than to burn out it is the afternoon going to lunch then make bread be back when i can eat some bread and food drink some beer and then the work week must begin all is well in my corner but as for the country i have no love for our slave state poverty apebrain mentality |
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