last night my boyfriend called 20 times and i ignored every call, its not that i dont love him i just dont feel like talking at 4am that and you tell me you dont want to lose me and you always think im cheating on you, every time you accuse me of doing something like that its just about the same as calling me a whore and when i asked you why you do it you just said that things are too good or that your testing me to see what i say..i just dont see why i have to earn your trust when you say everyday you love me or is that just some kinda test i kinda just want to give up on you but your too emotional and theres no telling what you would do…. i really need some help, because i have no idea what to do about him

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is the guy from american psycho supposed to get his girl groups totally mixed up, or is this just shitty editing? like, he says the crystals did be my baby, and that some vandellas song is the shirelles...

(why does this bother me, for fuck's sake?)

tonight feels really weird. i'm not tired at all despite having slept maybe three hours last night. like, i'm sleepy but not tired. i can't describe it.

actually, fourth of july is an original twilight zone marathon! today they showed the shitty '80s series.

i'm excited, sci-fi does this three or four times a year and i missed it last time. ee.

i'm just going to sit up all night.

tonight does feel weird... i was in bed at like, eight fuckin' thirty. but i woke up around midnight. i don't feel tired at all right now.

i am doing some slightly erratic shit that i would only think of when i'm tired, but otherwise... yeah, not tired.

i'm just playing freecell and drinking cherry coke zero. like. i'm going nuts.

cheer up dudes!

omfg, totoro cat bus. want.

hell yex!!!

There is no more peanut butter in my peanut butter jar.

I just had leftover olive garden breadsticks for breakfast.

That's how it's done. Garlic breadsticks for breakfast.

Om nom. I made some apple dumplings last night and I'm half-tempted to have those too.

I LOVE! New York City! Oh yeah! New York City!

It's Payday!

breakfast:
cherry coke zero
pineapple orange banana juice
cinnamon bun

snack:
cherry coke zero

lunch:
cherry coke zero

my day so far

my diet is so fucked.

yum yum eat 'em up

(what is that from? it's stuck in my head)