boyfriend in jail....i am hysterical

this is all my fault

:rolleyes:

theyre going to let him out obviously but it;s still my fuckign fault
i'm freaking out because he is going to be pissed

why is it your fault?

ok i'm not getting specific here because it;s my personal business and i dont want to be judged on it but i sent him out to do something i could have done easily mysefl and he ends up getting fucked over handling my business for me,
thats why its my fault and i feel so terrible about it but i have to go take care of this shit now

fuck, best of luck.

he will be PISSSED

@ satan: get home delivery imo.

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@ atsonicperk:


^^^ this.


standard SSRIs (which most antidepressants these days are) require approximately a month to reach an effective blood level titre. anything sooner is a side/placebo effect.

DO NOT TAKE THE PILLS YR MOTHER GIVES YOU. you could be doing yrself more harm than good.

DISCLAIMER:
I'm about to write something stupid and possibly in bad taste, but this doesn't mean I don't think you have the reasons to feel sorry/worried/giulty, ok?



Did you send him out to sell that kitten to a Chinese Restaurant?:mad:

/end of DISCLAIMER thing.

hope things will get better asap.

atsonic, don't be stupid and use your creative side to keep your brain/body busy instead of dwelling in sad/static mindstates.
I know it's easier to say it than do it, but please, try.
Spend some of those money for a nice trip as sarram and flotz say, or even on some "new" things you never tried, like, dunno, jumping off an airplane (WITH a parachute, eh!), archery (they say it's a relaxing and mind-adjusting activity), swim a bit...

it will be ok i think
he got really really mad
which caused me to completely lose it and start crying hysterically so i had to leave
i hope things are better when i go back home

Damn this Michael Jackson thing is destroying traffic in L.A. As if traffic isn't that bad already.

my internet connection used to be so great, now it cuts out randomly. sigh.

i used to luv my job, lately- not so much.
im sad, depressed & stressed today which is an ugly combo. :(

I took an hour and a half nap today and now I feel like shit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IScz-m4BD_0


the greatest thing i ever saw

"You must spread more cigs and booze out before getting a round in for Satan again".

Yeah, that's great footage indeed.

And as a reply, the final track from the aforementioned opus:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzpSh...eature=related

i love that version of "village green..." even more than the one on the album
because they slowed it down and added all those horns and it just sounds so epic

& thanks for days! seeing ray in those glasses put me in a much better mood considering the circumstances :D
i'm always looking for kinks stuff, they're my favorite

Hurrah for the Kinks and better moods :)

This is one of Dad Melly's all time great choons: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrP2_...eature=related

:D
your dad's got good taste

alright i'm feeling brave enough to go home. pray for me.

Hope it goes OK :)