Just enjoyed my last elementary school lunch with my daughter......same cafeteria I ate lunch in so many years ago:

:D.

That shit's too funny suchf!

Off to my daughter's school for awards day. After the ceremony is over, she gets to "skip" the rest of the school day and she is excited about this :)

the emptiness you feel the moment you take of your headphones, after having them on for more than 10 hours while being in your home.

the weirdness of having dreams in one night with many familiar faces.

the awesomeness of still being free and having a coffee by yourself outdoors, almost every day!

good morning darling.

My favourite routine in the morning when I arrive at work is having a cup of coffee and cigarette on the balcony outside the staff canteen all by myself.

exactly!

i think these moments is why life was invented or smth.

Night stalker Richard Ramirez is dead http://www.latimes.com/local/lanow/l...,4976664.story

Dear diary...

Got so drunk yesterday that i shaved my hair into a mohican at some point. Done a surprisingly good job somehow. Will keep.

Must make improved efforts to suppress high levels of alcohol intake in the future.

the way to do it is to make way to impulsivity much earlier in the drinking process.

that way you don't have to get too drunk before you get the mohawk you so badly wanted in the first place.

My hand wouldn't have been so steady earlier in the process ;)

I forgot to add. The guard was off the clippers, i'm surprised i still have my ears. Never had hair this short, ever, apart from the horse's tail at the back which looks ridiculous.

:D
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Coffee acts on the dopamine receptors similar to nicotine, so its no surprise that I consider coffee to be the "everything is going to be just alright today" kind of experience each morning, it helps get some Zen. As to dreams with familiar faces, I hate those dreams, because I am always haunted by loss in them, by friends, family, and lovers who will no longer be, and the dreams are real enough, perhaps realer than even real life feels, to often make me wake up feeling lonely and jaded by life, even when otherwise everything is going great. Again, I hate those dreams, they will shit on even the best scenarios. They're like those dreams that Teddy Daniels/Andrew Laeddus had in Shutter Island (the novel, not necessarily the movie), they cripple you with disappointment because they were so rapturous when they happen.

ha ha ha. never buy a straight razor!

yes, i agree about those dreams, those that are far too real. i think we all agree, because we all have them.

about the moments we talked before, its not about the coffee; perhaps it is, but thats not what we were talking about. its about a special peace you get by being on your own like this.

This is what I'm living with in my town. Fucking ghetto sometimes.

does he sniff seats? damn.

for some reason my first free-associative thought to Rob's post was to remember "Sleater-Kinney masturbator" from 2000-2002...

Is 20 Motrin a toxic dose?

That is what Michael Jackson;s daughter allegedly ingested before slashing her arm with a knife.

Her mother wants to take custody away from the Jackson fundamentalist fucks, but they will not release the kids who earn them so much money through MJ's estate.

Man I feel sorry for them kids. The next few years are gonna get even more fucked up for them.

It must be a hellish type of pampered existence.

Yes, 20 motrin will kill a person. 10 tylenol will as well. They cause the kidneys and liver to shut down :(

poor girl. LA is destroying her like so many ladies before..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGrrOAn_2Qs
Adam & Joe - Toykids

apparently i have no news to share with my friends, other than things regarding the painting i m working on each time. nor have i the willingness or energy to discuss the current shit that is happening in this country.
i m ok with it, i can always listen to their news and contribute as always with my brilliant humor and shit.

also, sod off to my neighbor who each time he sees me, asks me if i got a job and today commented on my holding a cig.

Waiting to hear / read her side when she resumes her twitter.




0700 on a Saturday morning and I just came in from working on the backyard pool. Added three bags of salt and all is looking well. Weed-eating, cutting the back yard and some general "clean up" will take up most of my morning. Getting everything ready for a Father's Day of swimming and backyard grilling :D

This is what makes home so awesome.

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The Menace That Missed: Tyrin Turner


What, is Jamie Foxx trying to start a low-life crew of has-been and nobody black actors to rival that lame ass show Entourage?

Dude, its a Mexican tradition to eat tacos or menudo after a night of binging on booze and drugs..


and in Mexico tradicion is importante ;)

One way or the other, that sounds like most peoples' fathers ;)

Somone had their trach removed yesterday.

Tomorrow makes four weeks since being released from TIRR.

Can't say I'm much on Russell Brand......not even sure if I've seen one of his movies??? However, this is funny (must watch until the end):

Russell Brand Mocks Media on MSNBC: http://youtu.be/ADJhErmJuoQ

2 nights in a row, i dreamed i was visiting London and today i m getting MoS email about Haino ETC gigs. i hope you all will go to that one!

Yeah, probably will go. And Body/Head tonight. Ugh to living in the wrong places.

im on a thin line past minutes, but i have decided that today it is gonna be a good day.
after finishing the last painting, somehow my mood went deeper in the sink again.
i did a bad drawing, my first after 6 months.

 

for the record its from the most beautiful photograph of my mother taken by my father and i hadnt seen it till last week.
then i worked on smth else with awful results again.
so im leaving those behind for the time being.

will put some music on, clean the house, go to grocery flea market, have my coffee and then start on smth new.
the only thing that is missing is yoga.
my mother gave me some money yesterday and i havent decided what to do with them: pay for a month yoga, pay for the annual blood tests that i ahvent done yet, or buy canvases and painting colors that i will need pretty soon?

well that makes me happy!

If that is what a bad drawing looks like then maybe you should try and get worse!

I'm also going to see Body/Head

Then I hope to catch the free show that Bo Ningen are doing after Iggy tonight!