money. Passion. Boredom. ^?

No girl is worth F's. Go to school.

fuck phone browsing. ^ :mad:

Well I didn't skip school mostly because of this girl but also due to the fact that I couldn't sleep the night before and figured I would get a lot more school work done at home than at class today.

Honestly I've wrote two essays that are due for next week. Would I have did all that class? Nope. Not at all. I only have 3 classes that really matter anyway.

My sentiments exactly;)

you should give it another shot, spring's coming.

i'm tired as balls.

Stoned bike riding is best when on a road/trail surrounded by as few people, and as much nature as possible.

For good or bad, I don't want to buy pot in this area. I've got to assume it is coming from Mexico and I don't want my money to support the violence. (Yeah, about as useful as my boycotting Exxon and BP but ya gotta do what you gotta do.)

When I lived in Alaska, I knew the guy who grew it and was fairly sure he never killed anybody.



I gotta move back to Anchorage. Kincaid Park mountain biking. Coastal Trail and Bird to Gird for road biking. The latter is a fantastic stoned ride.

So, if anything is bothering me, lack of non-violent pot!

Bothering me? The dreams I had last night/this morning.

True.

I used to be a people person, but now I want 99.99% of them to burn in hell.

i need to piss, but i don't want to get up from this chair. oh, the sorrow.

You know, that may be the real problem. Except I fall in love easily with "pain in the ass" too. One is gratifying and the other is fascinating. Neither, though, is satisfying.

These cherry blossoms are really screwing with my sinuses.

I want to hit up a bar but my friends are being sticks in the mud.

boring boring boring boring

sometimes i think i'm destined to live in an endless world of filth..

This whole day. The truck I was driving overheated 2 hours away from Chicago.....I had to wait those two hours for someone to pick me up....then I had to finish my route.....then!!!! on the way home....I was caught for speeding....FUCK! Got a ticket and worked an extra like 6 hours.....

I hear you. Which makes me wonder how....


...someone like yourself can "let" yourself feel so much for people over and over.....does your love never run out? Or amazement, curiosity, lust, distraction, whatever form "love" can take. I say that with almost an envy, but I'm too tired to even imagine having that much energy again.

I woke up to feel a small earthquake the size of a bump in my bed.

Myself,

Yesterday I cleaned all the cans/bottles from my balcony that totaled $180 when we were through 3 trips. What bothers me are the three baby squirrels I found in a smart burrow tucked between sturdy rows of glass. I started crying and freaking out because I was afraid that I'd fucked everything up, that their mom wouldnt want them, etc.

After some coaxing, Mom came back up and grabbed each little one, one by one by their necks down the tree three floors to the ground and somewhere around the corner. I think her backup nest is in these bushes on the side of the building.

It rained pretty damned bad and on a hard angle pounding RIGHT into the corner I think they are. I doubt the little ones will live through it. I put a shoebox out with food in case the mom comes back to see if the coast is clear. I hate that I fucked up their house. They probably werent older than 3 weeks. If we'd waited on the cans for another few months they would have made it to being big enough to make their own house somewhere else.

I think I'm going to stick with this thread ONLY from now on.

Let me think...

hay fever...that'll do for now.

someone was killed on a bicycle this morning on the road I work on ( ended up being called to work instead of the planned day off in wine country).. and it has been making me feel slightly ill since I found out. A car opened their door into someone on a bike, who then fell in front of a truck. :( Illness feelings for everyone involved.

I'm a twitch, I'm a twitch
Oh the twitch is back
Stone cold sober as a matter of fact
I can twitch, I can twitch
`Cause I'm better than you
It's the way that I move
The things that I do

My girlfriend will probably leave me to go to that Tom Savini's SFX in PA. I lied, and told her that's what I wanted her to do, for her own good. I had a couple of friends over last night to celebrate our potentially "last" night together. I fell asleep before she could fuck me (which she really, really, really wanted to).

I guess we were too loud last night, and kept up my father, who had to sleep in the morning. Not even necessarily all that loud (it wasn't a party or anything), but my friend Matt has a deep voice that easily echoes. So now my dad is threatening to kick me out of the house. Which is just great because I haven't been able to find another steady job yet, and only have $68 to my name.

I need more boxed wine.






EDIT: And on top of all that, my speakers have just decided to stop working.

Aw man, now you can't listen to awesome emo music.

Actually I just fixed 'em.

Derek, are there any bands posted in that thread where the vocalists don't have that annoying singing style? It seems to be a staple in the genre. It's like an accent they put on their voices and I can't stand it.

PS: Off Minor seem pretty cool. Currently listening to their song Family Circus. It's the first one I've checked out.

Rites of Spring, Embrace, Moss Icon, The Hated, Heroin, Indian Summer, Portraits of Past, Orchid, Jerome's Dream, pg. 99, Ampere, Gospel, Daitro don't have those accents. Actually I don't think a lot of them do... depends where you look. It's more common in later era I think.

ty ;)

It's not a "let" it's a "can't stop". I really am smarter and more jaded than that. It must be all of the green tea I drink.

I'd be lost without women who are hard to figure out.

otherwise, I'm running on a 5 second prediction-curve of what you're going to say, and frankly, that's not enough variable chaos for me, thank you very much.

i need a new wok that i cant afford, that bothers me

I get super anxious if I drink too much matcha :eek:

erm, the day is bothing me. unkown reason.

I take full responsibility.

Maybe you need some matcha ice cream instead...

ice cream usually has hooves, and always has ice cream.. I'm not such a fan.

Moose tracks?

Why can't on line media provider people figure out how to get proper audio levels? I'm trying to watch stewart and colbert and the flipping commercials are through the roof and the program is quiet.

How hard can that be?

I think anxiety is my biggest addiction. Green tea and crazy women are just the fastest ways to get there.