This Summer is a Blast...
 

I been having fun, everyday. AAAHHH!!!! I love this summer so much.


So what's going on, bitches? How is your summer?

busy working, worked friday and saturday all while i had a cold, which hit me pretty hard today

but things look to stabilize after that, look forward to days off when i can decide if i want to do the beach or not

Miserable.

same shit, different day

Depressed, doped, drunk, duped and down.

I wish ! Cant hang out and elevate exponentially this year . It's been challenging . I want to go a certain way but I cant .

Working (which is tiring), but am seeing quite a few shows (Boris next week! :))

Summer was great in Brighton the weekend just gone - I really should get down there more often. The weather today in London has been pretty crappy, but apart from that summer's been grand so far.

this summer fucking sucks.

go to europe.

no.

go to...

no.

hmmm...

eh!!

yeah, part of me wants to just renew my passport and change my name. it'd be fun.

what's keeping you stuck in yuta?

i mean-- reality & dreams are different. reality tends to be quite pedestrian when you come down to it.

maybe you just need a good library?

(sorry, a leap in thought... i hope you can connect the dots)

my summer is pretty damn good.

i'm not really enjoying my summer. although i've made a new friend which is nice. she's super crazy and by crazy i mean... crazy. she'll jump your ass and beat you to pieces if you piss her off. she dresses like sioxsie and she's from barcelona (which is an odd thing in okc). she likes to booze with me.

meebo isn't working for me, so without saying too much, sean's in treatment for stuff and i'm just paralyzed.

actually, the library here in provo is AWESOME! i'm going again some time today.

It is not going as planned, but I'll be alright.

yeah, when all fails take refuge in books!

maybe look at your fall courses & get started with the material.

meanwhile-- ow, sean! i hope the little guy is ok. but you take care of yourself too-- you know how it is in the airplane when the mask drops? they say the adult needs to put on their mask first and then out one on the child-- well you get the idea, hm... a little selfishness prevents collapse of the whole system.

yeah, if i take a few breaths, i'll be good.

!@#$%!- i get so terrified reading those! but i understand.. this little break from the bugger is going to be nice.

Everyday, thus far, has pretty much been filled with: drinking, working, listening to weird indie bands while playing Dr. Mario and old school SNES RPG's...and that's about it. Depressing, to say the least.

The highlight of the summer will be seeing Ween this Wednesday.

good
i get mmm two months holiday in the summer, starting last week end.
lots of working liitle jobs around the house, preparing two releases for september (which is a lot of work but from home which is good), taking care of my son and being able to take time to see him grow up, having sex (which is good sometimes), resting, getting to demo some songs i've had in mind for at least one year and a half, that's it so far. it's good.
I'll be travelling in august, seeing SY in St Nazaire/France, getting to see the Sensational Fix exhibition, seeing friends in Guernsey....
myeah.
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