suicide
 

hoi

Last year I thought of it twice. In High School a dozen times. Now I think is really dumb.

Think about it all the time but I'm too pussy to do it.

the first album is still amazing and they were great at atp a few years ago.

I finally am able to not get depressed, anymore; well not as much as I used to. Funny thing is I don't know why I used to get depressed. Now that I think I might make it in life I feel fine.

suicide is gay.

I have done it again
One year in every ten
I manage it

I killed myself in every one of my past lives.

That's a good saying. I've thought about suicide, but never seriously considered it at all. It would be really selfish of yourself to do it.

What is this supposed to mean?

you know....it.

That is really the only thing that would stop me. I wouldn't want to punish anyone else. Too many consequences. If I could disappear, as in never have existed to begin with, I'd probably end up doing that, provided that there would be no more conciousness.

If I could swallow pills/didn't hate guns so much, I'd probably be dead already.
Woo hoo for stereotypical teenage depression.

yeh it deff would be a lot easier, if you had noone, noone that would worry.
But then i think, as cliche as it sounds, you do only live once..in the grand scheme of things 80 or so years is absolutly nothing compared to the 100000000000000s apon 1000000000000's that are to come.
so why not just take this 80s years and run with it.

I did it, and I came back to life FUCK!

Nah.. I would do it though. I fantasize about it often.

It's a saying? :confused:
Suicide is a very selfish thing to do, it hurts people who you wouldn't even think it would effect (affect? I need to pay attention in English)

Is it? Good line either way


Affect! Yeah, when my ex committed suicide I heard about it from my mom, who heard about it from somebody that barely knew her. The news really spreads fast. There's a lot of people that have issues and conflict at their home life. I'd rather not talk about what happened with my ex on a message board, but she went through a lot of issues that would are far worse than suicide. I could even see why she would want to. Some families are terrible.

I dunno, I just though you said it was. It's unimportant though.



That's really terrible :(