studying
 

studying makes me want to die.

what do you hate?

People, that is the only thing I truly hate.

the man

Im meant to be studying right now. Though the topic Im researching I can hardly stand.. this is making it difficult.

err.. I hate... being sick, having no food to eat, public holidays (and I also hate the fact I am apparently such a consumer that I dislike public holidays), not being able to find the clothing I wish to put on.

hum. angry people.

I hate myself and I want to die

I hate hate. Love is the answer.

I hate waiting. I hate waiting more than anything in the world sometimes. Right now I'm waiting for several things and several people.

Let it go, Emmah. Seriously. Let go of the anxiety. Give in to the universe.

I'm only half-jesting. I know it's hard. And it's always one of the things I'm having to re-learn. But life is so much more peaceful when you give up worrying about the things you can't control. Control and do what you can, but beyond a certain point, you know, you have to give up and let happen what happens when it will.

I am soooo Zen, it's not even funny.

But I agree. Waiting is hard for me, too. It often seems to me that many people don't see that things are as important as I see them.

Studying is stupid. I never study. I just get it all right the first time to avoid it. But I think I am going to study a little for a few things. I have a Math Analysis test, an AP US history test, an AP Chem test, and a Spanish quiz (progressive tense, easy shit). I'll probably only study for AP US, and maybe a little for Chem

Then Spring Break!!!!!!

Yeah, all that book learnin never done got me nowhere anyhow.

I have a B in AP CHEM! OH NO! First B all high school!



Doesn't matter. As long as I get it up to an A by the semester. lol.

I think someone threw something at me (and missed by a lot) for making Honor Court (top 60 GPAs) hahah. I hate that people are such assholes. It doesn't even take a lot of effort for me. I've always done the advanced classes. I'm just used to that level of work. My parents made me do it at first, but I wouldn't want to do anything else now.

Studying does suck, sometimes. I usually end up over-caffienated and not being able to sleep.

i hate studying. in fact, i can only study at small doses at a time. i still pass my tests and i'm sure i would get straight A's if i studied harder, but i can't. my mind wonders to much and then i start doing other things and put off studying until last minute. then again, i haven't taken any classes aside from ASL where lots of studying is needed. i know once i take more math and science classes i will have to buckle down and set aside a time and place where i have to study.

how does other people go about studying?

anyway, aside from studying i hate kids riding their shitty bmx bikes right into my car and their parents blaming me for it because i didn't see them come out of nowhere and i pulled onto the street at 2 mph while they're speeding at me.

I wouldn't care about the people I was/am waiting for it they would have told me earlier when they were coming. I like being ignored as much as the next person. Since they were idiots and wouldn't respond to me or my friend, my friend is pissed and her parents wont let her use the car now (so I probably wont see her before I leave for my trip) and I'm just fucking pissed cause it takes TWO FUCKING SECONDS to text or call someone and tell them the deal. When you say you're going to try and be speedy, do what you say. Don't take hours.
Sorry for the rant. Maybe I should try and be more zen.

I also hate printer that say the have a paper jam and then feed the damn paper through the way it would come out if it were printing. Bite my ass, there's no paper jam, Mr. HP Deskjet F4180.

I hear ya. I run into the same kind of inconsideration all the time. We live in a rude world.

"PC Load Letter" What the fuck does that mean?

emmah
we live in a world where glass breaks

Ha! Oh yeah. You've seen the Office Space movie?

Damn, SY-37 beat me to it.

I had a feeling someone would catch on. I had to scramble to find those.

Anybody who's ever worked in an office must love that scene where they kill the machine.

I end up shouting that phrase every time something goes wrong with my printer, which is almost daily.

My printer seems to know exactly when I most desperately need something printed, because that's when it chooses to run out of ink.

I haven't seen that movie, it looks funny though haha.
My mood has lifted since my last post but I'm still kind of pissy and hate filled. Oh well, I'm leaving on vacation soon so I can be care free and only think about how much I miss my rats, dog, and cat when I think about home.

Mine insists on being power-cycled between pages sometimes.

im going on a road trip in a few hours for the long weekend
hopefully its fun

i made the best cd

PARAPPA THE RAPPER: THE RAPS

Yeah, why do they do such funky things? Sometimes mine will go "off line" by itself and nothing I can do will bring it back online except powering everything down and restarting the computer. A real drag.

Where are you tripping to?

You must see that movie. It will change the way you look at offices and TGI Fridays for forever. (Do they have TGI Fridays in Canada?)

my old home
kalgoorlie
my folks are not there for the weekend and i need to pick up my stuff
and we have a pool
so my gf, best friend, best friends sister, best friends sisters boyfriend and i are all driving down
takes about 6 hours

Exactly. Mine will decide to power down after like 3 minutes after turning my computer on or after the computer has been turned off for hours. Although, just unplugging the printer's power usually fixes it.

Printers are designed to fuck up. It's a corporate scheme.

Seriously. Such a funny movie. Right up there with Bottle Rocket as one of those movies that can absolutely lift me out of any foul mood.

that question makes me think you're asking him where he's tripping on acid to.

by the time you get a B in n-dimensional differential calculus... you start wondering if it's worth pulling it up to an A.

don't get me wrong, when i was in high school i crammed 6 years of math, 5 years of science, 5 years of french, and one year of latin into 4 years. but... if yr in it for the long haul, ya gots to pace yourself.

of my 34 years, 25 have been spent in school. a quarter of a century, this summer. booya.

i havent and i love it
hilarious


i hate when people wake me up especially when its out of deep sleep and i start babbling all kinds of incoherent violence towards them and they get scared and back off because they think im gonna kill them

i hate studying and being physically ill. i also hate traffic and most people who cause traffic by driving like dipshits. i also hate cops who have nothing better to do than sit there and make sure im not going more than 9 mph over the speed limit

i hate cops.

I hate yes/no questions.
I hate my legs falling asleep.
I hate Pepsi.

i did like a cop one time.

i had just been side swiped by a careless saturn trying to get in my lane. i was going around 95 mph. i was passing this woman to the left like you're supposed to when she bounced off of my car, hit the car to her right, and bounced back just in time to clip my rear end after i bounced off the median. this sends me into a 540 spin before broadsiding the median. the weirdest 0.8 seconds of my life. by the time my brain had a chance to panic, my car was parked neatly in the shoulder facing the wrong way. the saturn likewise. the least damaged of the three cars took off in a hurry. traffic never stopped flowing. by the time the cop got there i was wondering if any one else had noticed but me.