I need to fukkin move...
 

...is there a country left in the world that is NOT fucked up in some way? I would seriously consider moving there. Or maybe there's no such thing. I need a break from this chaos. Or maybe I'm just depressed right now.

holiday. booze.

no. it is just a matter of avoiding as best you can.


what's wrong artsy>?

most countries are less fucked up than the us even if there is a war going...

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R3F2SbA_ZqQ&feature=fvw

Sometimes I climb High above the city
To see all the lights shining they're so pretty
And think of the millions of lives going on
At this present moment and those come and gone

And it makes me float free
To feel how small my life must be
And it makes me float free
To feel how small my life must be

When ever I can I go down to the sea
And wonder at how many miles there must be
And all of the people on all of its shores
At this present moment and those gone before

And it makes me float free
To feel how small my life must be
And it makes me float free

Sometimes I’m out in the bustling street
Dazzled by all of the faces I see
It strikes me we get lost so soon after birth
But one smile can turn-over heaven and Earth

And it makes me float free
To feel how small my life must be
And it makes me float free
To feel how small my life must be
And it makes me float free
To feel how small my life must be
And it makes me float free
To feel how small my life must be

I love you phoenix for caring. Things that I read or hear sometimes really get to me. Like female suicide bombers. Like priests who fuck little kids. It just depends on my state of mind. I am so strong in so many ways but I swear I could be a great professional mourner. I just feel incredibly down today. Sometimes I cry for hours for no Goddamn reason. But being back here helps more than you boardie freaks will ever know.

why are female suicide bombers any worse than male suicide bombers?

people always fucked little kids. everywhere.

evil exists.

what is your loss artsy? do you know?

Mostly mood swings is all.

dr.

:( that's no good.

I'll bake you something nice? Do you take time for yourself when they happen?

Life is hard, you just have to accept some things and kind of move on. I was on your same situation/ and still am sometimes. The best we can do is just refocus on what is possible and what isn't.

Hey artsy. Let me know if you find one. I want out.

I prefer a place away from earth...

How about Uranus?.....OH Iam so sorry, I am just kidding, EVOLghost!
But I couldn't help it. Fifth-grade humor and all...

...and yeah, let's find a brand new planet!

Brownies...?! Thanks!! <3 And yeah, I sort of know when this mood shit is coming on. I try to go outside and walk or sit in the sun for awhile. And listening to music is a lifesaver.

sure. I have an awesome recipe for beetroot brownies. heh.

beetroot (pot) brownies.

I just moved. Same country, but after 7 years in the same house, it feels like I've left Earth. Not so much for another planet, but for a one year voyage through deep space.

Hang in there artsygrrl. I know your heart is family driven, and that can make the world a scary place. There is much good out there too though, and often right in front of us.

I'm moving in two weeks.

final destination: unknown

ride, Papa, ride.

i daydream about living on a remote, unpopulated island a lot lately.

just me and ... i dunno, some coconuts or something.

Sometimes I cry for hours for no Goddamn reason. But being back here helps more than you boardie freaks will ever know.

you don't need to move to anywhere, and yes you're depressed ( and that sucks ) , but pills or any kind of stuff will not help to find yourself. the answer it's somewhere inside you...find it!

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New Zealand.

I guess another way to look at it is that if you do move to another country, it will take some time before you realize how fucked up it is and how.

I'm about ready to leave too. Thinking about Amsterdam or Prague

pills might help a lot.

people might dismiss professional help, and they mean well but there is nothing wrong with needing it.

moving countries won't help, you can't leave yourself behind.

fuck pills, that shit's for pussies.

I believe the alien environment of a foreign country helps a great deal in "leaving yourself behind". I was a changed man when I returned from my sojourns abroad.

new zealand is ten years behind and even more expensive than where I am.

It's a lot cheaper than the UK.

UK isn't that bad. depends on where. bit cities yes but that is big cities anywehre.

Oh yeah. I'd also like the new area or planet to be pot-friendly.

it'll work for a couple of months.
then you'll have to move again.
which is what i wish i could do, but the job world etc. won't allow me
and i hate backpacks

not if you have to work there?
sometimes i think people forget.

the british think they get it it more expensive than anywhere else, but that's not really true for everything.
property perhaps.

just don't go to iceland.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20100407...20100407153600