Do you ever get that feeling....
 

that everything is fucked up?
that everything is just going to hell?

that every single thing you do just makes things worse???

do you ever think about leaving?

Nah. Just have a wank, that'll sort you out.

LOL LOL LOL

hahahaha that was neat

i have to say, a wank calms me down as well, but i do, i know what you mean man,some days been stressed outa the head makes you see things in a mad light, get stoned, that usually works for me also

getting stoned is an escape from the real world and i love it

I never risk getting stoned while depressed...can mess my head up big time.

that's true, to me it's not really an escape from depression more an escape from school-thoughts

It would take more than a wank to calm me down.A shag would do.

what do you mean by leaving?, like leaving town or commiting suicide?.

thought about it but then i thought how stupid it would be to do it. the temptation could be big but think about how many people you would hurt by doing it, and you can never know what's going to happen in the future that would make you feel better. Besides it's to emo anyway :D

ha ha ha yeah, it just come into my head all the time like a big black cloud. its like a system, or a way to bail out, i tell myself "get a bad grade-kill myself" "get a good grade-dont kill myself". its like im constantly trying to find a reason to keep living. at the moment im sticking around because i really want to hear sonic youth new album and see them live again, oh and i just bought tickets to see Bob Mould in June.

i tried killing myself twice ten years ago.

yeah, i get that feeling slavo, sometimes it just seems like everything sucks and everything you do isn't enough, then somedays aren't as bad

i have to say i tried it too, but it was a long time ago, my Dad sussed me out and to be honest, it all got a little embarrasing then, its not the answer at all and while sometimes i do kinda have a sick fantasy of playing "brother james" or "the diamons sea" (full length version of course!) at my funeral, life is far too precious to me these days and somehow i'm at the stage i was at when i was 10 again, there just aint enough hours in the day for me, sure i get depressed every so often and some days more than others, but you gotta hang on man, life is for livin, not for ending before your time

I know exactly what you are saying.

as someone who in the past has suffered from more or less damaging bouts of depression, i'd recommend that anyone who is chronically depressed seek treatment. no, don't just pop pills. no, don't just talk & talk. no, don't self-medicate with booze, weed, compulsive wanking, cocaine, the internet, whatever. get theraphy and medication--with a prescription of course, work out your issues, become sane, you'll feel better, i swear, by my left testicle i do. i can also tell you that many shrinks are crazy fucked up people so shop around like you would for shoes, find the one that fits, work hard, it will pay off. same with the medication-- test, report, test again, find a formula that works. ok i gotta go to work now.

Yea, i get you slavo. I'm swinging around on the issue myself right now. DO I love her or am I just looking to be loved?

i'm suprised to see so many people who tried to kill themselfs.
For everyone who's thinking about doing it should first think about the things he would give up when he does that and remember these words:"Don't be so emo!"

Yes, Yes, Yes, and Yes.

I've never attempted it myself, but 95% of my friends have. My girlfriend was really upset for a long time because her friend shot himself in the head :(. I really never understood the whole concept of relieving pain by cutting though, it seems that there's an overwhelming amount of people doing it nowadays.

funny thing is, i'm feeling a lot like i did ten years ago, getting very upset about little stuff and feeling bad most of the time. but i don't feel like suicide is an option at all.

i am, though, looking forward to getting shitfaced drunk this weekend, i deserve it.