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Open letters to people who won't read them

I really hate all of this, all of this is really upsetting me, life is no short for all of this. I wish that i could just be honest, but i won't, i will sit back and carry on as if i feel nothing, and he won't know that the ball is in his court. Nothing will happen, probably because i don't deserve it, i haven't in the past, why would i now? Is it fate? Luck? Karma?

i really don't know what to do
i am confused
he is confusing me
he has a girlfriend
he loves his girlfriend
he is committed
although he is leading me on
are we more than friends?
probably not
he is not like this with other females
not like this at all
are we just best friends?
can you ever be best friends with the opposite sex?
how do i really feel about him?
is there any chance what so ever for me and him?
why have my friends found partners and i have not?
is there something seriously wrong with me?
why have i not found a partner yet?
all of my friends have had serious long term relationships
some have had more than one, on two!
am i being punished?
is this Karma?
is he my university romance?
my parents met at university
it seems to be a meeting ground for couples
will his long distance relationship last?
do long distance relationships ever work?
how does he feel about me?
will i ever have what my friends have?
am i doing something wrong?
if so, what should i be doing?
what will the future hold for me and him?
will this be another "learning experience" (aka, my relationship with Alec the asshole)
will he leave the university to be closer to his girlfriend?
what does she have that i don't have?
does she have nothing, but he met her first?
why has he singled me out of my entire class?
thats a lot of people, why me?

confused in the rainy suburbs.

Good thread. My contribution

- Please stop it now and cease to exist please. Seriously, it's not funny any more.

I have several, but they are now journal entries.

i have gotten sad, and drunk on southern comfort the most beautiful substance on this earth. I will probably regret this horribly tomorrow, that god for the edit function.

why would you eat with me if you don't want to fuck me?
eat a dick!
would it kill you to be honest with me?
you're worthless and you know it.
if you were still living, my life would be totally different.

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Originally Posted by screamingskull

i have gotten sad, and drunk on southern comfort the most beautiful substance on this earth. I will probably regret this horribly tomorrow, that god for the edit function.

oh god. southern comfort is the most disgusting thing i've ever tasted, next to baba ghanoush and peas.

My letter:

Dear Strange Guy,
I hate the fact, that you took the trust I had in people. That I felt odd about myself, and could not find my way through my mind. That you are part of me till death, and wish you were gone, erased from my mind. But I do thank thee for giving me my first experience in life, for that I am grateful for it.

I had a bunch typed but then I realized that they're all far too sappy/immature and I'm just not in the mood to be like that right now.

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Originally Posted by val-holla-ing

oh god. southern comfort is the most disgusting thing i've ever tasted

I concur.

Quote:

Originally Posted by screamingskull

I would offer an opinion and what not but this is one of those things.

My thoughts-Seriously, you keep mentioning how you wanna break up so just hurry up and do it.

Emo

dear person:

i tried, but honestly i'm a grudge holder and i guess i won't ever forgive you. when i'm around you, it's really all i think about. so yeah... i'm done trying and we don't need to be around each other anymore. i suppose it shouldn't be a big deal since you were just using me when we were "friends" anyway.

laterz.

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Originally Posted by girlgun

give him this

haha.

can i follow it with a shin kick?

sure, its up to you :)

your letter is so sad. try to let it go. there's nothing wrong with you. it's probably just bad timing.

it's just tough hanging out with someone everyday and having him pull my hair and make me laugh, when i really really really like him.

maybe you need to hang out with someone else everyday?

pfft...i have no good answers. good luck. :)

that would be tough, we are best friends, and i love hanging out with him.

Right Rose, gotta ask and this is going off what's been said by you, but have you asked him out? It happens in this day and age. Hell he's probably just shy too.

I know I'm butting in so if it's not what you want just tell em to piddle/piss off.