pondering
 

edit:ha.

you?

whether I want to stay up to chat with my friend or not

will my wife let me wear the dress she's been stripping in when she gets home from work?

I'd like a drink, but there is no Coke.

Might finish my tattoos, but that takes a while and I dunno if I feel like putting in that kind of effort.

There isn't anything on TV, but there never really is?

Yeah, maybe I'll finish the tattoos.

Boards are dead now anyways.

whether to go to bed yet or not.

I like that, that's great.


Can I break out of my shell and completely reverse the mode I've lived in? How much/what of my behavior is guided by genetics? Is it me or is it them? Am I learning from this mistake, or am I merely defending myself?

^^^ I ask myself the same damn thing often.

right now, I'm pondering whether or not I'm motivated enough to put my head into this pile of work and just do it.

weather or not being stoned is the main reason why i was struggling to write something in this thread.