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Heres the thing, no, two things :
I said earlier, in response to satans reply of enjoying the journey, that that was all fine and good. The thing is, is that "whats fine and good" is really just me jacking off. I've never been able to cum with a man. That is partially to due with knox's withholding idea(believe me, they wouldnt have gotten me there anyway), and partly to do with pure effort but not getting there. That has been okay with me though, this is something I let go of long ago. As long as I can swim in the pleasures on my own, thats fine. But all is not fine now. And really, I dont want it to be fine. I still want to try my damnest to cross my legs behind someones neck and damn a diver to death in pleasuring me, and you know, to be on even terms when it comes to fucking EACHOTHERS brains out. Equal splatter.
Yes, I know whats its like to not blink once you've thought of it. It's like catching someones eye on the train, I look away but have to think about not using my eyes, like they've been hurt or something.
I would love to spend a night with you, or a few, or you know, depending on whether you have sandwiches and beer around or not, whatever.
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