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i dont have a specific number.. but im definitely not happy.. or angry, or sad for that matter. i just dont really care for much anymore. i havent picked up my guitar in a while and have no desire to write songs. music doesnt make me happy, and it used to be the only thing that did. i cant really tell the difference between every day i live, my life is very boring. basically, the only thing i can do now is sit around all day... nothing else besides music has really done anything to make me happy. i used to find little things that would entertain me like movies or albums, playing with my dog, etc.. but i dont know... it doesnt make me happy. and i have been out lots of times, i cannot socialize, period. i have a dull personality and cant ever say anything. im really shy and quiet. so uh yeah... thats all
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