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No, don't repost it, it was stupid, you attacked me for, like, working, and being good to people, and attempting to make something of myself in life, who siad I was a saint? I hate myself, and it probably -- subconsciously -- has to do with me being sexually and physically abused, and have had death threats, and no one has ever helped me in any way to try to get through this stuff, I have never been proud of anything I've ever done except my latest film and my latest album, otherwise I am the most self-depreciative person you'll ever meet. I don't even like posting this stuff, I'm not trying to do it to get sympathy, just to illustrate where I'm coming from. My family isn't proud of me, no one has ever been good to me in my entire life, no one has ever appreciated me, and now that I'm dying, I don't have anyone there for me either. My mom just overdoses on pills every night, my girlfriend is just ignoring it, and my best friend is avoiding me. That's how they're dealing with it. What I really need is someone -- in real life -- to listen. I don't need to be attacked on the internet for nothing. As for "attacking" you, yeah, I make fun of people for posting silly shit, everyone on this board does, it doesn't mean anything. Just like you saying above you like some idiotic troll -- I mean, I get it, ironic liking of things/people (there's probably a westernquinox fan clube somewhere), but please don't compare him to me, he exists only to try and upset people, with one sentence fragments, he's not even real!
I'm not mad, I just think your original post was a ltitle insensitve, and irrelevant; I don't know what in the world you'd take issue with as far as my reponse to DISCODILDO is concerned, I have a good job at a place I hate and I have never bitched about it because I try not to btich about things I can control. I get enough flack in real life -- "I CAN'T BELIEV EYOU WORKT HERE" from a bunch of lazy shitheads who are in debt out their ears, I've worked my fucking ass off for years and years and years, for pretty much NOTHING now that I won't get to do anything with it as my health deteoriates, so I'm giving the money to charity, my girlfriend, using it for drugs, and sending it to bands and folmmakers I admire so someone else can be happy with it.
We're both being stupid here. Sorry.
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