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ahahaha. heres your long post.
some people here, like swa and many others, and formerly ME are masochists, addicted to the sad online message board personas that brings them nothing but pain.
they want to drag you down into a miserable fight. they try to enjoy it as if they've got one over on you and just aren't TROLLING THEMSELVES. if they cant face up to doing anything about the state of their shitty lives they will just come online to be contrarians so they can bitch at people forever. so they can sit there making sad bitch back after bitch back. it only matters that they dont appear to be giving in. it doesnt make them anything other than miserable but they can at least try to drag someone else down to the level of their misery.
not that i havent done this before but there is a difference between trolling that tries to be actually FUNNY and the kind of stupid playground shit that swa does that is just not actually funny or worth reading in any way whatsoever. its pathetic but i think he knows we all get that but he still wants SOME sort of attention. negative attention is probably easier than doing something that would get you worthwhile attention. but judging by his blog i dont think he CAN do that.
its very very clear that there are people on this board with actual talent, people who KNOW WHAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT when it comes to art, (i dont include myself in that). and other people who are incredibly funny, and still others who may not be any of these things (not that this makes them any lesser) but at least don't act like twats.
then there are others that have no actual talent at all, have nothing remotely interesting to say about music or art, and try to troll as if they have a clue what it is they are talking about. they can manage the right tone, that of sneery sarcastic contempt, but they have none of the actual content. anyway, im not trying to say "DONT TROLL", i just wish some people could actually do it right. its a shame they cant be banned, they will settle trying to ruin it for everyone else and throwing temper tantrums. yawn.
like when i return to this board. and some people who have been here the whole time immeadiately resume their grudges. trying to stake out the territory? you're welcome to it.
do you know what i did when i was gone? stuff that was actually worthwhile, like reading. not all the time, i ate too many haribo bags too. but still. i did some worthwhile things. ending up back here does not feel good.
im only really here to pm people i have no other way of talking to.
and btw i hope noone thinks i have any ACTUAL negative feelings towards them. even if they dont like me, i hope they know i wish them well.
and before the long police post asking me "but why are you going on and on about it then" well it is kind of annoying to see some troll that contributes nothing but the presence of his own tragi-comic narccisism try to waste the time of and annoy one of your friends, particularily when the troll probably realises that in comparison to the person he is trying to annoy it's even more glaringly obvious what a joke he is.
i just wish the people here who actually have talent wouldnt have to put up with the attempts to waste their time by those that blatantly dont, but seem to think that their half formed bullshit opinions are simply important because they are coming from THEM. newsflash, the world doesn't give a shit, dont get angry because you mistakenly think you're entitled to its attention simply for being yourself or something.
man, its obviously hard enough for weird artists who have talent to get by as things stand in 2011. and this board is pretty unique in having quite a few of them in the one place. if you obviously have no talent and think it will look cool if you just try to trash them for the sake of if then you're a fool.
so to recap - there is a difference between hardcore INDIVIDUALISM and being some sort of artist. if you have the first without the second then that just makes you an ASSHOLE.
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