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I feel ya. Tough I am just a kid who doesn't know exactly what the hell he's talking about yet. But I work in a fileroom at an office building where pretty much everyone is older than me, and always go to lunch alone. And I always hated getting to the table first in high school. I would "forget something in my locker" if I got there first, just to avoid that. I have a really great fear of being alone, but I think it's an important fear to get over. If you can be happy alone, you can be happy in any situation. So I try to make the best of it when I am. Doesn't always work, though.
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