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had another overload for another alcholist
seems like they can't leave my sleave
some years ago
then i met an other alcholic
another person with drug difficulties
all their things got lingerd towards me
and there are more drugaddict people
who in their darkness see me as the responsible
for their freely choosen luxury addiction
if i forget these people
i come in a sort of vulnarable danger
and then
i can get like the past week
where i was in a chock fear psychose, suicidal in thoughts
all fucking wierd
i think this is a thing of jalousy and envy
towards to bring me down for no reason
defenitivly not my friends
they need to meet their own inside
and look for a friend there
help?
is limited
not going to stay stupid in try'ing to change their life
or send a positive forward message
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