http://www.ted.com/talks/lang/nl/bre...erability.html
fear to love
maybe a wrong thing to say for around this moment
when many childeren are not here any more
what is it then?
love mixed with fear
or is then on it's own turn a fear of not having something to love
when i'm calm i can get out of these difficultness emotions
when i'm not calm it's ordinairy stress
have not a weapon of control ready for every second of my life
and if you feel surtain of yourself
then other feels less surtain and that was not the intention
and so i don't know when i grow older
pass faster trough groups of people or individual people i meet in the everyday life
when younger had more difficulties
in understanding the world
didn't know anything of psychology or any other thing brain and body
that changed
think it also sometimes speed, inside of everthing, and let others be in their speed
and if i act inperfect towards expectations
or others
as i think is also a vulnerability
it's their degree of procces in their life
there is a degree experience individually in everyone