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Originally Posted by Genteel Death

I feel humiliated when I am actually productive, instead of faking it very well.

see, im jealous of talented people like you.

it was quentin crisp i think that valued professions that required being over making.

e.g to be an actor, celebrity etc you get paid to be yourself and look amazing.

but to be a painter requires you to do actual work and get dirty in the process, to be a writer requires you to hold a bad posture for hours, etc.

unfortunately i lack the talent to be paid to be, and i have to make things. which is clearly inferior.