more skint than ive ever been in my life.
i lost my job a week or so back, so i rely on teaching english badly to a handfull of private students which alows me to eat and maybe if im lucky i get to go out once a week. the bank back in england are withdrawing my overdraft because i dont have any money going in, which will mean massive interest rates till december.
i have an interview tomorrow to work in my own personal hell.
a gaijin bar that plays R&B and is full of expats and those japanese people that glow orange, wear flourescent make up and technicolour clothes- anyone whos ever been to shibuya will know what i mean, and anyone whos ever been to japan will know what kind of horrible pick up club im talking about. seeing as my japanese is still shite, i have little choice.
but somehow i seem to be crazed with a sense of optimism at everything that happens....no idea why, because lately its been a whole load of shit.
moneys not everything, unless you live in tokyo, then it seriously is everything.
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