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I can't believe just how much this girl that I've started seeing and I have in common. We've known eachother for 5 years now, but never really spent any time alone together. She's a lot like a female version of me, but nearly six years younger and vegetarian/vegan. Same warped sense of humor, enjoys art films and shoegaze, and is very dirty in bed. Similar weird anxieties, and feelings of disassociation. Grew up poor and from a broken home just like I did. It doesn't even feel real tbh, and she looks at me with the exact same sense of bewilderment. We literally stay up until the sun rises every morning just talking to one another. Every. single. time.
I'm so not used to having someone in my life like this. I don't really know how to react. She just got out of a relationship after finding out her bf had been cheating on her. When we started talking on New Year's, she had told me she was ready to give up on dating altogether, and was considering becoming a lesbian lol. Something tells me I may have changed those plans already.
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