Me? I'm sitting in the dark in my unkempt house blaring Radiohead trying reaaaallyyyy haard not to disassociate rn.
My gf left for a while to go get her nails done w her friend or some bs. Idk. Told her to get a pedicure while she's at it. I'm such a pervert, apparently she loves that about me. How I choke her, hog tie her, use ice cubes and belts on her, and spit in her mouth during sex.
Really dont wanna go to Florida tomorrow, but my aunt bought me a plane ticket and theyre excited to have me. She bought a ton of fruit and coffee just to appease me, but I have zero money. I hope my cousin doesnt expect me to go out and do shit. This is so awkward. Fuck man, I really goofed up my life. Idk. I can barely breathe rn. Damn anxiety. I shaved off my beard because I freaked out earlier today. I look like a goober.
Goddamn Radiohead is god-tier.
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